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**[00:00]** [Music] Oh, that is Sammy. >> Are you showing me something? I was I was waiting for sound. >> No, >> you know what that is, Sammy? >> We talked about it. >> I told you to get one. What's that look like? >> Is it like Oh my god. Did you get a new one or is this like the >> Got you. [Music] You do it. >> You didn't get one yet. >> I can see it now
**[00:38]** though, bro. Like my kid finding it. Definitely right away thinking it's a toy. And there's nothing wrong with it. It's a flower. You know what I mean? Like it's like [Music] I switched them sister's boyfriend Tommy should get it for my sister because you should get it for you. >> That is mine letting him take that home. Ain't that like a stupid move? I am putting together I'm putting together a tool box. >> What do you
**[01:25]** mean? >> Tools. Beggy, >> do you think there's any hope for dimox? >> It's a nice toolbox. Hey, putting it together. >> What the heck happened? >> Do you think Dim got radicalized? >> Dim. >> Yeah. >> Where is Dim? >> I don't know. But do you think he got radicalized? Like he got radicalized by Meta and GXT. >> Yeah. >> But do you think there's any hope for him? >> Uh, yeah. Yeah. He's not all
**[02:04]** the way gone yet. >> Yeah. Maybe he can still be saved. He He has channels. >> Is he talking less about me? >> I haven't talked to him. I haven't been on a whole bunch. Um, he talks about someone in Hebrew a lot. >> Okay. Okay. Well, that's a that's a that's better than talking about [__] about Tim Dy. >> He talks someone in Hebrew. >> Yeah, I know that guy. We all know that guy. You
**[02:34]** know that guy. Sammy knows that guy. >> I know. I I don't know. I went on his panel once and said I was Sammy and everyone was mean to me. >> Why? >> I don't get why everyone is so good at >> so Sammy did you hear? So So what's his name? Uh Poppy Hollow. You know Poppy Hollow. >> Oh we go way back. >> For some reason he doesn't want to be in a server with
**[03:01]** you. For some reason he doesn't want to be in a server with you and and I I told him he should just come over here in heaven. He said he can't be in server with I don't know what the [__] like >> you should have responded back and say your your master won't kidnap you hostage if you're within 5 ft of her so you have nothing to worry about sir >> yeah he thinks that he's scared
**[03:20]** of you like there's actually a dude out there that's scared of he's scared that you will destroy destroy his soul or his life or something if if he's if he if he's in the same server with you like he's actually scared He's scared to be consumed, Zie. But I don't I don't get it. Like, how can somebody be scared of women? It's just a woman, you know? It's not the end of the world. Unless you're Poppy
**[03:55]** Hollow, of course. >> Motorboat said I need to show my boobs cuz I scare people with them on here. >> But how is how is he so scared of you, Sebie? You're just a woman. >> The fool. >> He's actually scared of you. He said, "Wait, >> he said that she's deranged and causes real world harm." Like he's he's really scared of you. >> Real world. >> He's saying that right now. >> When he said that
**[04:26]** though, you should genuinely ask for like um example of what he meant by >> Yeah. I said to him, "Nah, she's not that bad." It's like, but but in his head, it's like she's deranged and causes real world harm. Like, wow. [Music] That's That's You see, he's like he's got a whole there's like a whole Sammy demon living in his head. There's a rentree Sammy living in Poppy Hollow's head. [Music] So, I don't know about that.
**[05:00]** I told him Sammy is not that bad. >> Thank you. I appreciate it. >> Yeah. He didn't respond back because I don't think he had anything real to say. I just said, "No, she's not that bad. She I mean, real world harm. Come on. That's that's a lot to say, you know." And and he didn't want to share server either. And it I it was very it was kind of rude, but that's okay. Apparently he's uh
**[05:28]** so I can tell you that his brother got into the cyrex thing and then you know what he said? He said, "Oh, I know you know I know Potato." And apparently he know Potato, too. And and so his brother is now sinking into the mud. His little brother. Poppy Hollow's little brother is sinking into the same culture. So it shows that all the young ones they're al they're following into the same culture. Sammy, isn't that crazy?
**[05:55]** Tim Douly was right after all. Oh, that's crazy. >> The culture is consuming people or the cult is becoming the culture and it's consuming people. It's uh that means that in the future we'll have to have spiritual wars. You know what I'm saying? Like the potato is going to stand pretty strong in that kind of environment. But also, what kind of world are we be living in when all the young ones in America are >> saying,
**[06:25]** "I want to stick you up." They're seeking out the mud, you know. >> Sing I want to sex you up, potato. >> You want to what? >> Sing I want to sex you up. Tick tock, you don't stop. Oh n the song. You don't know it, I guess. >> I don't know it, but uh wait, is there other songs like that? >> Color color me bad. I want to sex you up. make you feel something. Hey,
**[06:59]** beautiful lady. Let me down. >> What's new, [__] cat? Whoa, whoa, whoa. Let's do >> I'm g I got flowers and lots of power to spread with. So go and p you little [__] cat toast. >> Are you you're singing to me >> [__] cat [__] cat. I love you. Yes I do. >> You love me potato. >> Yeah, it was the best. >> You an hour ago you told me don't you told me to [__]
**[07:40]** off and you don't like me. >> Yeah, it's cuz you're rude sometimes. Or it's not you. It's just you have those they trail along you and I don't like those people. >> They're rude. Well, >> they're trying to They follow my light. They want to destroy it. >> That's That's true. That's probably true. But they were so rude and I had them all on ignore. >> Oh, you talking about in my server? Yeah. See, I wasn't
**[08:03]** even on that. I was >> Yeah, they was all joining and then they was all talking a bunch of things that I didn't want to like I didn't want to be in a room with that. >> You won. >> Yeah. >> I went back and read it. You won. >> Yeah, I think so. >> Yeah. I I think that that I mean you can always you can always sing further, right? But then it's always going to
**[08:25]** look more of the same, you know. >> I wish you would find that story about my boobs. That was the funniest story. >> We could always make another one. That's the thing. The one with the golf course. >> No, I want the story about my boobs. Out of space. >> The kitchen table. >> You talk about the the the water leak and the insurance company. That was funny because that is not You meant the You meant
**[08:47]** there was a wet spot dirty, but AI turned it into we had to make an insurance claim. >> Yeah. Yeah. It's so funny sometimes, right? It has to make up a story. >> It's talking about we had to go get an insurance claim on the wet spot because I kept waking up to it. >> Type it. Just type in some random stuff and see what story it comes up with. Let me put the prompts. All right.
**[09:11]** You going to let me put the prompts? Yeah. Yeah. Put the prompts. You have No, I don't. I'm not typing anything. I'm just sitting here. >> Oh, thanks. Don't put the box in. I was writing a story. >> Oh, wait. >> And I get to I get to tell you the prompts to see what it comes up with. >> Well, type the prompt in the chat then. >> Let me tell you the prompt or I I'll
**[09:39]** message you the prompt and you put it in. Hold on. Trying to get this this handled. >> Ty, I trust your hands. If you you're just you can guide it in. >> Wrong hole, fool. >> Let me see. T Can I message you or potato? >> You just slide it in. >> Slide it in. Um, put in >> Oh now she's writing a story. That's good. I got people writing the scripts today. I got script writers
**[10:17]** now. Taki, she's my script writer. She got the best stories, the best boops, the biggest there. It's real simple. I want to see what story that comes up with. It's real simple. >> All right. >> Now I got pussycat stuck in my head. >> [__] cat. [__] cat. I've got lots of hours to spend with you. >> We can definitely make a story. The story is cooking up. What is it saying? But let's keep it lighthearted
**[11:06]** rather than explicit. Turning into a space adventure featuring Tack and Tag. >> Title: The Great Cosmic Boob Hunt, starring Tacki and Tim D. Hunt. >> In the farthest reaches of the cosmos, among the glittering nebulas of the Milky Spiral, there drifts a tiny potato-shaped starship, the Spud Voyager. Its Captain Tim, potato of life and savior of tomatoes, is deep in meditation, pondering the mysteries of roots, spirals, and snacks when a distress call pierces the silence. Open
**[11:36]** quote. Potato, it's Miki. We have a situation. My cosmic orbs have gone missing. Close quote. >> You lost your communicator. Taki, are you saying your energy spheres? >> Your energy? >> Yes, my uh radiant twin energy spheres of balance and harmony. They've drifted off into space, probably orbiting a black hole by now. Close quote. Tim size. The universe always takes strange offerings. Don't worry, Tachi. This sounds like a job for the Spud Voyager. So begins their
**[12:01]** journey through the starfields, chasing photon trails, dodging gravity wells, and decoding the mischievous laughter of a rogue quazar who might have borrowed the missing spheres. Along the way, they meet a colony of sentient comets who sing in binary, a talking wormhole with stage fright and a floating tomato nebula that insists it's a higher form of consciousness. Through clever thinking, and one extremely coin flip, Tim and Taki restore to the cosmos and find that what was lost
**[12:26]** was never truly gone, only transformed into light and laughter. In the end, Tucky chuckles. "Thanks, Potato. You always know how to find what's missing." Tim grins. "That's because the universe grow in all directions, even the funny ones." >> That's a good story. Did you hear the whole story? >> That wasn't That wasn't like that first one. >> Yeah, it's better when Tim tells the stories. >> Yes. >> But it was a good It was still a
**[12:52]** good story. >> It's still a good story. >> I got to get the strip off. I don't I can't stand my voice. is what it is. >> Think we lost Nepal. >> Hey, have you guys Wait, we did. >> I think he's asleep. >> Oh, well that's that's fine. That's good. So um have do you know Moon? You guys know Moon? >> Are you are you close with Moon? >> I don't know who Moon is. Moon
**[13:29]** >> 420 moon. >> I see it that name a lot. Um I'm not sure who that is. I think it's a girl. >> Yeah. So you would have no idea. >> Oh what >> about who it is? >> I know it's a girl. >> So it's like but you've you have never you and and and her have never been in the same room together. >> Oh. Are you saying I'm 420 moon? So, I'm saying they I
**[13:56]** don't I Well, I don't know. I've never seen you and and and them in the same room together. >> I've never seen you and Wait, >> you've seen me pretty much with everyone in a room. >> Yeah, I have. Um, >> but you've never seen me in in in the same room with my son. >> Oh, where's Sammy? Sammy got quiet. What? You never seen You've never seen me in the same room with my son. That's
**[14:25]** a fact. >> Cuz you are your son, right? >> Well, that's what it says in the Bible. The father and the son are one. >> I've never read the Bible. >> Well, it's right there on page it. It's in John 10:30. It says, "I and the Father are one." That's crazy, huh? It's literally in the Bible. It says John 17, "That they all may be one. As thou the Father, he's in me and all in thee,
**[15:04]** and they also be one in us." Us. Oh, that's great. >> It's all over. >> Is it Sammy? >> It's John. Are you okay, Sammy? >> Sammy. Is she okay? >> I think she died. >> We lost. I think she's asleep. >> I hope so. >> Or we just heard her last breath. Is she okay? Sammy, she did. She isn't doing She is having a relapse right now. Uh oh. >> Sammy, Sammy. Um Meta, Meta, Meta's
**[16:07]** on here. Sammy, Meta You remember Mike Sammy Schmidy? Schmid. Oh no. No way to find out. Sammy, you want some money? Sammy, what's your cash app? Sammy. Sammy, I need your cash app. I mean, if she's asleep, we won't know. And if she's dead, we won't know. Wake up, Sammy. >> Wake up. Or say hi to Marty. Which one we doing? >> Sammy, >> she lit up green. You know when people relapse, that's when they die,
**[17:10]** right, Potato? We have to take we have to take good care of Sammy. >> Yeah. When they when they relapse, they can't do as much as they used to do. They're not their tolerance isn't built up anymore. So, they overdo it and that's when they end up dying. >> That's a terrible thing. Well, we don't even know what's going on. >> I think she's I think she's okay. >> We don't even know what's going on. She's
**[17:33]** probably just taking a nap. What time is it in America? >> It's like 5:00 a.m. Yeah. >> Where I'm at. It depends. She's in I don't think she's in my time zone. >> Yeah. might be there. She's lighting up green. She's okay. Sammy Sammy, what are you doing? Sammy Sherman, you say your name. Sammy. You okay, Sammy? Get up. Claire, I shall respond to your voice. Nepal and Sammy both went to heaven. >> Well, we are
**[18:31]** right. We're already here. >> Oh, yeah. Yeah, >> we are in heaven already. No, she's she's breathing. She's okay. >> It's just my voice, Tacky. You know, you listen to it for five five minutes. >> She responds to your voice. She's in love with you. >> Everyone's in love with me, Tanky. They just Most people just don't want to admit it. You think DM's in love with you >> and TXT's in love with you? >> Yeah.
**[19:12]** >> For some reason, people keep sending me screenshots from TXT's server, and I don't know why. Like, it'll be of nothing. I'm like, why are you sending me this? >> It is what it is. Everyone secretly loves Tim Douly. That's the That's the one of the universe's biggest greatest secrets. >> Biggest greatest secret. Well, I don't know where Nepal went. He's not even muted. I hear nothing. >> He's probably wonder >> he's probably looking at flights
**[19:42]** to Kentucky. >> He's probably playing PlayStation in his dreams. >> He's playing Kentucky boob simulator. >> He said he don't care about my boobs. He likes my personality. And who wouldn't? >> Yeah. Yeah, you have some great personalities. >> Got big beautiful eyes. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. >> Yeah. You have some that you have some nice eyes, Taggy. Beautiful. They're big. big and round and jiggly and nice. Your eyes, they're just like I could drown
**[20:35]** in your eyes. They're like the like like the like like a bouncy castle. I mean I mean like an ocean. Of course they're like a an ocean bouncy castle. I am getting frustrated because these screws came with nuts, but the nuts only go so far up. This don't make sense. >> These nuts. >> What? Like, this makes no sense. I'm getting very annoyed. Let me see what's up here. >> This makes sense. How did your I
**[21:13]** can't tell you. >> How did your boobs stop like keep growing? >> How did my boobs keep grow? >> Yeah. >> At all. You don't haven't always had big boobs. Um >> like when you stopped growing, why did So your boobs they kept growing? They were like, "No, >> we want to be bigger." >> Hey, as I got older. Well, you know, it does. I was going to say as I got older, you know, women put
**[21:37]** weight on as they get older. Mine just got distributed there. But um no matter what size I am, they stay the same. So that's not it. If I lose weight, they don't get smaller. Um I don't know. Genetics. Genetics. >> I don't know. I hate them. I hate them. Does anyone have a uh breast reduction surgery fetish out there? >> Maybe. >> I would love I have to see my >> I have I have tacky fetish.
**[22:07]** I >> I'd love to like see my sho strings and stuff. I I I have a fetish >> for tacky. >> Yeah, it's the perfect tack for my boot. >> Yeah, for the for the perfect tacky. >> What's the perfect I don't want to know what the perfect tacky is. You're guessing me up. >> I don't I don't know. That's that's up to tacky. You know, >> I am the perfect tacky. >> Well, that's so that's
**[22:28]** that's the tacky I want. >> The perfect tacky. Nobody likes me, Tim. I'm annoying. Oh, >> I can't help it. >> You're not annoying, Ty. You're just a woman. >> I'm not annoying. I'm just a woman. >> Yeah, >> right. >> Exactly. So, it it it's Don't take it personal. >> Well, cuz I am a woman. >> Exactly. So, but but that I feel like you take it personal because it's But you shouldn't because it's that's
**[23:03]** that's just that's how it is. I'm not making that curse. Women, not to be a pick me, whatever they call those girls, but women are annoying. We can be annoying. >> They can be. >> I mean, women hate other women for a reason. >> Yeah. Yeah. The women wars. >> This doesn't make sense. >> It got worse once women thought that they were like in a war against men. Then the dating game kind of died out.
**[23:38]** >> It was um the feminist movement. >> Some some ways some ways it made sense, but I understand the issue there, you know. >> Yeah. Yeah. But but you like women have uh have helped destroy men >> to some degree. Not that I'm not blaming women for it because there's a reason for >> what? >> What do you mean they destroy men? What do you mean they destroy men? >> What do you mean? with the way
**[24:02]** that um I think maybe it was the left probably the left that was doing the well I don't know but the family values the traditional family values was kind of like broken maybe it was something between left and satanist or people that were just like maybe trying like I don't know but all those values got destroyed and when it when that happened >> you destroy it's that's communism you got to um you know the mother country
**[24:24]** the fatherland that's communism the state you >> well I'm not I'm not >> broken >> I'm not sure what >> I'm I'm not sure what it was talking about, but but what what happened is that that then after that, you know, like women just kind of um I don't know, there's like a war of of genders at some point a couple of years back, you know, like with all this men going their own way and all
**[24:45]** of this this whole gender war thing and that's just pushed this uh relationship uh thing, you know, the the women and men further apart. You know what I mean? >> Yeah. I used to subscribe to the whole empowerment thing, but I see through it now. I get it. >> Yeah. It's not really popular anymore. I mean, no one talks about it. I'm just It's But if you go down memory lane, right, you can see that a
**[25:10]** lot of things happen both with gender, family values, and then into how women see men. >> And then at the end of it, you know, they're going to, you know, it kind of puts people separately. >> And I feel like that's what we are now. And then people can reflect. I guess >> you you've never experienced the world as a woman, though. A lot of those >> That's true. But I do I do I do understand
**[25:31]** this that's why I'm also that's why I'm not blame see you didn't hear me blaming women for how things are right only that it's you know it's if women are to ask themselves right about why is it like this now or because some women are right then they would have to you know partly blame themselves but it wasn't because of women right because men you know it it the things that's been going on also expresses that
**[25:54]** there's a problem within men within the way that they see things and the way that some of the men are So in reality it's both men and women. >> Men and women are designed different with different roles to play. And you know some some men don't do their part on the rose you know >> and some women don't. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> But if you break up families a broken child will become a broken adult. Who's
**[26:17]** the easiest people to manipulate and brain worship? Broken people that are lost, right? Looking for something. >> Yeah. >> So yeah, it's it's all a strategy. You know, they break up the family, the what's it called? Uh the um what do they call it? Something family. >> Nuclear family. >> Yeah. You if you have a nuclear family, a mom, a dad, the children, it tends to be healthy. Not always, but you break that up and you
**[26:38]** have broken children with little guidance. You have the parent having to work. They can't be there to teach their child. They depend on the public schools. Well, the public schools are the state and they can teach your child who they should be. And it just takes three takes three generations to bring in communism. >> Yeah. Yeah. So, uh Yeah. Yeah. So that's it's not good the way the things that are being done because it just that
**[26:57]** part of that process destroys also gender and the way that women see men and vice versa and so >> yeah go ahead. >> I guess there is a way to reverse it but you know it's somewhat through you know traditional values and walking some of those things back or asking oneself you know what's a new foundation for now that there is a distance are are people going to continue down the same path or are they going
**[27:14]** to walk back again? Does that make sense? >> It it just depends. It just depends on um I don't know. I've been on both sides of it. I don't I don't know. Um, you know, back in the day, if a man left a woman, you know, women couldn't work. So, if a man left you or, you know, you would have to stay with a man who was abusive or harmed you because without a man, you couldn't
**[27:32]** provide. You know, it was shameful back then, too. Um, >> you know, it shouldn't be like that. You know, you should be able to, you know, be able to leave a man. But, um, I mean, I think that's where it started. It was that was a true feminist movement to, you know, make women not have to be in those situations. And I guess it just went into this retardation. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> Let me tell you
**[27:52]** something. Like women, they they need a they need a man, but not to abuse them, but they need a man to to lead a little bit, think a little bit further. Men have a tendency to think a little bit further, and that might be why they're a little bit colder. Women tend to think a little bit more like here in the near and in in in the environment, if that makes sense, right? It's like a different
**[28:04]** kind of >> men think men compartmentalize their thinking when women, you know, emotional, >> right? >> And they can, but they can also not like it's not like they are emotional. It's just like their thinking is like inside the room and men are thinking far outside of the room and far beyond, you know, like it's a like if you've heard me describe things and describe systems, right? I don't think I don't see many I mean there
**[28:24]** are women that can right but it's it's like an outlier but maybe I'm just chauvinistic I don't know like I don't know if that's a chauvinistic statement you know to put it like that but that's how I feel like men are more forward thinking and women are more you know thinking in in comfort or in you know they have a nature to lean towards other things and it's not very it's not necessarily always very future-minded >>
**[28:42]** well women are designed >> to be protective >> to to yeah like the motherly instinct who was I was arguing with something they said I I have it like you you to have a mother. I they didn't know what the hell this talk about. But like yeah, I mean we by nature I know for some reason there's a reason it's wrong to say it because they don't want you saying it but by nature women and men
**[29:04]** are designed with certain roles and certain tasks and we're supposed to compliment each other. Men and women should you know it's supposed to where one lacks the other is fills in. Like that's how we're designed. That's just not how it works. >> Yeah. >> But you know they don't tell women like women I know I know no one wants to hear this. Um they don't a lot of women when they get older have to get these
**[29:24]** mesh implants because they don't tell women heavy lifting in your when you're younger will cause your insides to fall out. So um men are stronger, men are designed bigger. I mean yeah but I don't know where it went wrong. Can't tell you. >> Yeah. >> I just I can't tell you. >> Sammy Smith rattle >> you okay? Did you say hi to Marty while you were there, Sabie? >> I fell asleep. >> No, >> we thought
**[29:54]** you died for a minute and potatoes. >> I hate those like when you sleep. I hate the times you don't dream. It feels like wasteful. You don't dream now? Like why? >> Hey, Tim. >> Yeah. >> One thing you can bring up if people argue with you about that is, you know, there's so many strip clubs for men where they go watch sexy women, right? >> Yeah. there. But you don't see a lot of strip clubs
**[30:18]** with sexy men for women. If there is a strip club full of men, gay men go there. It's because women and men don't think alike. >> That's true. That's true. >> Women they think in smut and men they uh they think in uh action. >> Men men like they say, men fall in love with their eyes. Women fall in love with their ears. That's why you you tell women beautiful lies and they'll fall in love with
**[30:37]** them. But a man has to see beautiful things. Like we do think different. Yes. >> Yeah. Yeah. Men thinking. So men are it's the seed actually. Tucky. You see the seed. They men they want to plant a seed everywhere. Women they are the container. They are the they are the empty potato, right? You see men they want to plant the potato. >> Well that brings us to cheating. You know they're like people cheat. But by nature
**[30:56]** we are men are designed to spread their seed amongst as many women as possible. Like it that is nature. It's just we became I guess civilized and >> Yeah. But what about the woman cheating? >> Well >> yeah all the time it happens. >> We don't spread the seed you know we accept the seed. >> Yeah. Hey, I'm asking you contradicting that theory. I'm asking you if it would still remain like the worst because it's not
**[31:19]** >> we're we're created. >> We're you ever say we're animals at the end of the day. We are animals. And if you watch animals, a male cat will go spread its seed. When a cat when it has like all these different colored kittens, a cat can get pregnant by multiple tom cats. Those all have different daddies cuz all these different daddies spread their seed. >> True. True. I'm just saying if you get it down to the
**[31:38]** basics like erase all the um rules that have been placed on it. >> Yeah. So, so you easily see when you apply the seed you easily see whose role is what role. It's not hard because then you can apply the mirrors right there and then you know what the role you know exactly how a woman thinks because it is that simple. It's funny but it's exactly that simple. >> Well, the strongest if a a woman is
**[31:54]** I hate saying this but the strongest one makes it. Therefore, the most dominant strongest human genes are passed on. But where we went wrong is people that shouldn't be surviving with technology today survive. And so bad genes just keep going on and on and on and that's what's wrong with us. That's why the world is end. >> Yeah, maybe. >> What do you mean by damn people survive? Like what do you give me example? >> Like
**[32:20]** it's survival of the fittest. If the world were to end and we were in survival, you know, people who are ill, mentally challenged, they're not going to be able they're just, you know, we're going to have we would have to hunt for food. We would have to survive. Those people wouldn't contribute to the hunting, but they would take up the bounty, which would leave less for others. So therefore, they in in a world that ended, those
**[32:37]** people would just be left to die because and their seeds wouldn't be passed on. >> Yeah. >> You ever seen 300? You ever seen 300 where that hunchback? Like back then like Have you ever seen 300? >> Yeah. Well, like people that are if if a child is born at if a woman like Cyrax for example, he he shouldn't have survived, but because of technology, he survived. But by nature, >> he wasn't meant to survive because
**[33:05]** he was defective. >> She had a she she gave birth to him that early because the body was aborting him. He was supposed to be he but technology before. >> So then if in a different alternate universe, he maybe he spread his seed. He had a child that's more defective genes going out there into the gene pool. Well, Taki, nature deals nature fixes that automatically because you know when things get worse, the chances decrease even more
**[33:28]** of success, right? So, it it it goes automatically out of generations, but but it still it still means that the world is full of [__] everywhere all the time. >> Well, you have in veto fert fertilization, which I think is wrong. If a woman or man if they can't have if they can't get pregnant, that means there's a reason why there's a gene in there that's not supposed to be passed on. So when they go against
**[33:45]** nature and do artificial incimination and have a child, there are genes in there being passed that weren't meant to be. Like I think that and it's just creating um it's turning the frog's gate. >> The kid might turn out to be mentally [__] because the cousins >> No, not mentally [__] but somewhere along the line there's going to be like something there's going to be genes that a gene everyone has genes for something like you could
**[34:05]** have a cancer gene. It has to be triggered. >> I'm just saying if you can't get pregnant that's nature's way of stopping you from passing on defective gene. So if you go and get artificially inciminated, you're going against nature because you weren't supposed to be able to do that. So we have ruined nature. You know what I'm saying? It's like we have created this. I'm not saying I'm not saying people shouldn't, but I'm just saying. >>
**[34:25]** No, I agree. And I'm not saying that um you said people shouldn't. I' I've heard about this. My state specifically in Illinois, people are doing that more and more now beginning when like I mean it's been always around I guess but like never utilized as much I guess as most recently. And like the beginning, like I was at the beginning of this year, Chicago alone, people started like experimenting with that process and procedure and actually going
**[34:45]** through with with doing it that way. And in the beginning, like when they were doing their test phase, but it was real, you know, real patients and stuff. They said there's a lot of a lot of like hiccups or errors, but like there was like a quite a amount of things they could do better or fix or you change, etc. And they did um minor things like, you know, don't change change your own [__] you know,
**[35:04]** change your [__] wallpaper on the you know what I mean? Like it's just whatever. But at the end of the day, it's like they chose it. Now, I feel like with these types of things, I hate it and hated it so much yesterday, even like the first time doing it with um her. The first time wasn't as bad as this time. Maybe because we haven't had to work on one floor. Anyways, um like I said, I
**[35:23]** you know, hung over. I do the do the one room, you know, I'm hungry. I'm just I'm saying when I sit down, I do it. That's what I'm saying. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Fine. Your camera Your camera's on. >> Yeah, but is it facing me? It's facing that way. >> I'm just letting you know. >> You see right now? >> I see your little artwork. I see your penis. Is Lindsay and for some reason when she used
**[35:49]** to live here. I don't know if you knew that. She used to live here for quite quite a while actually. >> Oh, did she? I did not know that. >> They moved in. Obviously, she brought all her [__] Well, this is one thing she left behind and it was in her garage this whole time. and they moved on like over 6 years ago back into the original house that my sister and husband lived in as a
**[36:06]** married couple and had Lindsay there and she lived you know so that was the dad kept it he kept the house and my sister said I don't want it you know obviously he offered it to her with the divorce and stuff but she said no so my sister came here stay with us for a few months so she could get you know her own apartment but anyway she brought this over we left it in the garage
**[36:22]** my mom's absolutely in love with this [__] painting for some reason she's like oh my god it's so you adorable it's So cute. It's you. It's you. So my niece doesn't know. They don't like that. >> It's cute. I think it's cute. >> I don't know. Why do y'all think autism's so prevalent? >> Me? I read somewhere. They said it said everyone's mom's switching from Tylenol to Advil and their child's autism's gone away. >> I don't
**[36:54]** know, Chucky. >> They said they're saying pregnant women taking Tylenol is what caused all this autism. I think it's I think it's the food and the environment and everything else. >> You don't think it's always been? You don't think it's always been? It's just they widen the spectrum and they got to label everything. >> No one's happy. Like everyone's depressed. No one's happy. That's just human nature. But they >> look up statistics on that and see
**[37:12]** like how much depression like either rose or declined like this year. >> Everyone's depressed. That's the thing. No one's happy. There's no such thing as happy. It's in the movies. They have us convinced we're supposed to be happy. >> We are happy. They just >> No, no one's Everyone struggles. Everyone's sad. Some everyone's depressed. No, I mean sometimes more some people are more depressed. I'm not saying it's not real, but >> it's they got to label
**[37:33]** everything. Everything's a diagnosis now. Everything's like >> That's true. That's true. That's true. It gets It's gotten a lot worse. Antiress work. Anti don't work because I tell you all of them. I have every single mental disorder. I swear I'm a psychopath. I'm a sociopath. Antisocial aging. You're a narcissist. Narcissist, schizophrenic, all of the types. All of the subtypes, too. I'm also hallucinating. I got grand what do you call this grand delusions complex let me see
**[37:59]** what else depressed anxiety all the time I like >> you got you have explosive anger disorder >> PTSD >> I I I did not go to college for this and I I read psychology today a few um this may >> I got the whole line up I should have a medal in this [__] >> can I say it what do I have to say about that so you know those names that you just rattle off that
**[38:23]** supposedly you're are you claiming that people have called you like the trolls have said that you were at one point correct is that is that the >> I'm sure they have but you could fit any I mean you could probably fit fit anything >> but you could fit me into every single category I'm asking >> everybody you can fit anybody in what I'm saying is that I'm just living my life and I got I got I'm
**[38:40]** pretty sure I got all of them >> you are trying to be funny or are these things you label yourself like do you see yourself as these things as gods he labels himself as gods he is >> you don't see yourself a single one of those um labels that they say you want at all. >> I have them all. It's like Pokemon to me. Sammy, I want to collect all of them. >> I have a special
**[39:03]** liberal. >> He's a liberal woman. He's a liberal woman. >> Yes. Yes. Yes. I'm Hey, I also have that. What What do you call that when you have when you feel like you have when you're collecting diseases like Pokemon? What is that? No, no, no. Um >> um um hydrochondria. Hypochondria. >> Hypochondria. Yeah. Yeah. I have that one, too. Yeah. >> Did Sammy leave? >> I think so. But she's coming back. I don't um there's been
**[39:24]** a bug on Discord where it like kicks people from VCs. It might did that to her earlier. It might have done it again to her. >> I have severe hypochondria. Fatal stage five. >> No, you don't have hypo you're not a hypochondriac. No. >> Yeah, I am. Yeah, I am. >> No. All the time be like I'm dying. I'm dying. >> I'm multi- disabled all the time. Like literally mentally like in every kind of like I'm
**[39:41]** I'm I am hindered. You know I'm >> you know you could be ate up with cancer right now and you don't even know it. >> Oh no. Don't say that. Don't say that. Come on. >> You could No, that's what I tell people all the time. Like >> that's not a nice thing to say either. Don't say things like that. >> What you mean that's not a nice >> Don't say things like that. >> What? What
**[39:55]** are you saying? You don't show symptoms of this? >> No, I'm saying anyone. Sammy, you could be ate up with cancer right now and not know it. >> Oh my gosh. Don't say things like that. >> Oh, I don't know. No symptoms. Oh, >> I didn't know I had cancer. I had it for years. >> You could be at with cancer, not even know that. >> Like people people just people complain about like this dumbest [__]
**[40:12]** and it's like one day you might be told you've had cancer for 5 years and you'll look back on those five years like damn, all I did was complain. I should have been living. >> Yeah. How did you find out? Like pain? What? Like what? >> Um, my appendix exploded. >> Wasn't that recently, dude? >> No. >> How does an appendix explode? >> So like a few weeks in a >> What's an appendix? >> The tumor.
**[40:37]** The tumor grows. It's a one in a million. The tumor explodes through your appendix. >> Wow. >> That happened to my dog. I'm I'm I'm just a [__] on the internet. Like, don't listen to me. [Music] Sammy, you've cut completely up. know if you can like vouch for this either, Tacky. But what I'm most worried about as of late is my parents are reaching their like 76 77 getting up there with the 80s, you know, and
**[41:11]** I know they don't have much longer, but so I'm more or less worried about them rather than my life and them like not passing, but getting sick as in like some dementia type thing now. Um, and like me having to see this like if they would forget who I am or have to help. >> If they dementia, if they get dementia or Alzheimer's, it's much worse than them forgetting who you are. Like if you've ever witnessed
**[41:32]** it, it is one of the coolest things. Like that would be the least of your worries. >> Alzheimer's, Sammy, you would probably have to put them in a home. I don't think you would be able to. >> They can get violent, you know. They get violent, you know, and you would too. He woke up like, you know, this guy, my mom's neighbor, we kept having to drive him around the block because he would come to the
**[41:55]** house. He would be upset because he didn't know who his wife was. And he's like, "Some woman keeps trying to kiss me. My nurse keeps trying to kiss me and then like he like started trying to hit her with a cane and try to get in my mom's truck to leave because he didn't know it was his wife. He would have never done that before. Like they get violent. And then my mom well my mom found
**[42:10]** some dude my mom found some dude sleeping under her porch one time and it was so hot out and it turns out he had Alzheimer's and his daughter had put alarms but he got around them and he could have died in that heat. >> They leave him alone though. That's like a bigger question if she knew that. You know, >> if they got that, you'd have to put them in a home or like unless you have
**[42:26]** someone that would take help. Like >> that's right there. Like I would be so worried about them being good hands. Like can I trust this like worker to like actually take good care of my >> Why waste your time? Worrying will not stop anything. It just ruins your current, you know, just just focus on like spending time with them instead. >> You know, that may not happen. You know what I'm You might be worried about something
**[42:48]** that never happens and then you wasted all this time when you could have been focusing on what time left clip with them. You know, >> you're lucky. Like that's that's a lot of people that's a pretty not common, you know. A lot of people don't make it to that age. You're very lucky. >> Parents being lie to me >> at that age in their 70s. I think my grandmother died at in her 60s or 71. My
**[43:10]** dad died in his 50s. I mean, sometimes I feel like they could be faking these things, but I do see from time to time, not all the time, where either one of them could like not have such a good day or better day than yesterday's day and they forget stuff or they will misplace things or they would lose it or they would forget who someone is or they I catch them staring like in the space at
**[43:29]** the wall like like they I think that's like the old age coming and like I see I get it. I brush it off. I ignore it, you know? I'll try to strike up a different combo. I don't even ask them like what are you what are you like are you thinking like are you tired? like I don't >> could be a natural mental decline with age but yeah I mean it um I'd say that's if they
**[43:46]** both are doing it it's just a mental decline maybe just trying to think of what my mom said to me literally this this literally this statement [Music] I hope they don't have dimension dementia you just hope they go I don't understand why the nuts on these screws don't go all the way. Sammy, if you're talking, you're completely cut off again. Oh my god, I'm going to scream. Why don't these nuts go all the way on these
**[44:27]** screws? It turns off, which is so stupid. >> Okay, Sammy, you you completely went out if you you completely went out. >> Okay, how about now? I can hear you now. >> I mean, potato. Potato being lazy letting us be the content right now, which is okay. It's cool. What you want to say? >> How old your dad, Sammy? >> They're both 76. >> Wow. >> They're old. >> 76. >> Dang. I was telling you, Jackie,
**[44:55]** the other day, my dad left the running faucet water on in the bathroom for over like a half an hour. He was done brushing his teeth and you forgot to turn it off. >> Yeah, they could. They could have, which the [__] is not always going to turn into Alzheimer's, but Yeah. I mean, >> my question to you is because of that, like I said, he's never done that before and he's like so anal when it
**[45:10]** comes to like our bills and turn that light off, turn that light off and close that like he's so on top of it. My question to you is about that incident is does that is that like does that show a symptom of of decline like saying he's going to fall tomorrow? But >> I mean, did he only do it once or like is he doing other things? >> It was only one time so far, but there's
**[45:26]** been like other little minor things, too. >> I'd be worried like if do they cook? >> What's that sound? Hello. >> Oh, that's this ratchet. I'm putting the toolbox together. >> Um, >> hello mom. My mom does. Not bad. >> I'm sitting here like I know all this [__] You all know like I don't know [__] I'm just talking like I'm just saying >> I'm what you're saying is correct. >> I will I hang on. >>
**[45:53]** You don't think it's correct what you're saying? >> I don't >> Oh, it's the Okay, hang on. thoughts on things I listen to. >> I couldn't figure out where the sound came from. It's from the live stream like had to go get like blood testing down under goers. >> Goer is a thyroid. Um it's it's like a the village my grandmother grew up in. Everyone had a goiter because of there wasn't iodine in the water. They
**[46:17]** did have I think it was iodine lacking in the water. So they had a doctor that just removed goer. Does >> that have to do with like can she die from it? Like >> no like everyone in everyone in my momma's village had a goer and they had it removed. That's all. like cuz it the water didn't have an epiphide on they didn't die they just had it removed but she's 76 so like I don't know
**[46:34]** like surgery would be risky at that age or you can Google it like I wonder what cause you do people get is that common now to get a greater >> I think it's I know it's the neck like >> the thing is she got >> they're so old school they think they're just wanting more money off of them and more money and this is another >> like I can't figure it No, that means they can't figure
**[47:01]** it out from my experience. >> My mom and my parents are so old school. They think they're just wanting more money off of them and more money and this is another [__] bill. Like, you know what I mean? Like they just they don't believe it. They don't believe it. >> People think doctors are so smart, but doctors can be idiots. They're just [__] thing that could happen. Like what? Whose server? the uh >> sir did you
**[47:26]** take those sir >> the one you guys made the county fair or that's yours already >> I can't >> close to the mic where's my phone >> I'll shut up I got to find my phone >> Jackie you're a woman it's what you do >> maybe you left it >> I feel I feel like I've been talking non-stop Oh my god where's my phone >> that's fine >> you should probably go to bed anyway. >> I'll
**[47:57]** shut up. I got to find my phone. >> Jackie, you're a woman. It's what you do. >> No, you're getting free content. You're being lazy. >> No, I played the music in the background. >> Okay. >> You know, it's like >> you're the man. You're the man. You just played with your hands while the women folk talked. >> That's right. These chickens, they just What do What do chickens do? >> You know, they're going to be
**[48:14]** I They're going to be mad at us. They're going to be like, you know, he just used you for content. >> Well, that's what men do with women. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. >> That's That's what men do with women. They put the seed and then they let them make the home. Once once they're inside, they just start to spread out. That's what a woman does. >> Suddenly you have colors on the wall and there's flowers everywhere
**[48:28]** and and vases and things and and there's like breakfast and it's on a bed and it's like >> it's got nasty. >> Exactly. >> Here's the thing though about that. Like I didn't care for any of that like flowers from a guy up until like Joe. Like literally, I don't know if it's because like I cared about him a lot or he's like the first like real like man I was ever with because I was my
**[48:46]** age, you know, or my age group, but like they acted still so immature and weren't like as mature as Joe. I'll give him that. I want flowers. Someone say I want >> first like ship I would cherish like things that he would go out of his way to get me like what are the happy flowers or things stupid like oh because he thought of me like something like oh here's a little umbrella I saw and grabbed
**[49:07]** at the >> um Sammy why don't you make him pay child support? See, that's the thing is like he that was what I was typing you was like my mom is on my case and I want to say 50/50 like almost% of the time every day about why I am not doing that. Um there's multiple reasons. One don't need his money right now at this. Okay, I get it. >> You go get him like in two
**[49:31]** years and then he's going have to back pay 10 years of tax. >> Here's the thing. He doesn't have to. He can voluntarily send checks on his own and I'll keep track of receipt and then he >> that don't matter. They can do that. He can keep every court is not going to give a [__] The court doesn't look at any of that. >> My plan to have him play back. That's not why I'm personally not
**[49:48]** filing. He can also personally file. You know, >> you don't think your parents deserve the help. You don't think they could use the extra money >> right now. We don't really get it because we aren't really spending any money on him. His food is covered. >> That's not the point. The point is like you should get child support because you both made that child. >> I get it. But here's my question to you, Techie. And I
**[50:12]** want your I want your feedback. I want you to be brutally honest. It's quiet right now. He's left me alone. He's not [__] with my head. There's no drama. He's not >> But it's not about you. It's about the kid. >> I understand that. And I'm getting there. He's not trying to take my kid from me. He's not trying to take me to court. He's not asking for visitation. The minute I do something like this, it's
**[50:29]** going to open up a can of [__] And he is will make my life hell. He will fight until he gets something that he wants. And it's going to be something that he doesn't even [__] want to spite me. Well, look, he can he I love when when they're like men are like, "I'll get the child." First of all, the courts side with the mother and the fact that he's never had anything to do with the
**[50:47]** child. The judge is going to say, "No, >> he can do it on his own. He can file if he really wanted him. You want to see him? He has rights. He can file at any moment." >> But why? >> Why do you want >> Why do you >> Because why should I force my kid? Because I I don't want to force my child to go create a fake relationship with him when he doesn't even want
**[51:06]** him in the first place. I don't want my heart my child's heart broken anymore than it already is. >> You can get child support without that. Like >> he's going to request that because Joe is the type of person that if he want if he's going to pay money, he wants something out of something. He is not going to do something out of the kindness of his heart or because the law even [__] tells him to.
**[51:22]** >> If he wants well then he'll go to jail. He and if he want let him let him have your son for like he's going to send your son back. He doesn't want your son. will never ever ever ever have my child or our child with unsupervised ever after he pulled the gun on me and I have proof to show that he has done this and he can if his mom's there that's fine. Sister, no problem.
**[51:41]** It doesn't have to be me supervised. >> They're not going to want they're not if if they get visitation they're not they don't that even despite you they're going to be like nah [__] this what you're saying. >> Yeah. I'm not saying you have to. I was just like curious why you >> I don't get what you're saying [__] this. Like what? What do you mean? Like [__] what? >> Like like you're like you're worried like
**[52:03]** they'll try to get custody or he'll get visitation, right? >> I am willing to share him. I have no problem like 50/50. No, he can never take my kid from me. Let He doesn't even He doesn't want to. Bottom line. That's >> why don't you Why don't you all work? Like why don't you two just since you're over each other, come together and just make a plan. Like are you both mature enough now to do that
**[52:20]** or >> I think he got married again to Rebecca. I think he's fine with her being married to her and his new life with his two other autistic kids. And if he's happy, then that's fine. >> Are they? Those aren't his kids. >> He's raising him like they are instead of raising his own flesh and blood. That's fine. I'm not upset about it. He's the one that's gonna have to answer to it to his son as
**[52:36]** he gets older. And he my son is will put him in his [__] place in his goddamn 20s. I know in my heart that'll be the day that breaks Joe. Like if it's whatever this kid says to him, he's going to completely crush him. People know it's true. >> Do you talk you talk about his I mean are you letting him decide for himself or like do you say stuff about >> Yeah. Oh yeah. I never
**[52:53]** talk about his dad. I don't even say dad. He doesn't ask about dad. When he starts going to school, I think is when he will start asking about dad because the other kids >> saying dad, they'll have their dad drop him off. They'll tell stories at lunch like my dad dropped me off at soccer practice over the weekend. My dad and I threw the football at the park. Like he's going to ask them. >> But you
**[53:12]** don't you're not like in like he can decide one day on his own. You're not like downing like you're you're just like >> I don't talk bad about him. even like to my mom or like for example right now with you if he was in the room and I was trying to talk about him I would either go in the other room or make him go in the other room I don't talk about believe that >>
**[53:30]** I've seen you're different when your son's around I've talked to you while your son was there you are a completely different despite what people want to say >> yeah that dude >> yeah you would notice >> you you are different you don't you're not like this around your son like you are a different person around your son. Your son does not witness this. I' I've been around. >> Another thing too, I know my family has like
**[53:53]** faith in me to when it comes down to they know that I will always end up doing the right thing. Like so if they pass tomorrow, I think they would be content. Nervous, yes. Like for me with my son, but I know they know I will always take care of him and put him first and I will always do the right thing that comes >> when they pass. Sammy do like what? >> My sister, she lives
**[54:09]** down the block, but my niece in a different house. Uh we plan on going there until you know for a little while until we you know figure it out. But I mean it depends. It depends on if he started school already cuz he then was would be in this neighborhood this district where my sister lives. We only live a block apart. Should I rip him from this school and we I go get my own apartment and
**[54:27]** now he goes to a whole different school. Like it's just it's going to come down to when and timing of what I'm going to do. >> You're if you start working on it now, you can set it up to where none of that happens. You realize that, right? I mean it you're you're working on it. I know you are. >> Leave now. you focus on getting your own place and and getting yourself established. When your parents
**[54:46]** pass, your son won't have to adjust to anything. >> I feel so stupid for not like seeing it that way. And honestly, because I didn't see it that way, that that might just be the laziness side of me where I'm trying to like not work or whatever. Take the high road, take the easiest road. But no, you're completely you're completely right. Um there's no excuse. I need to get a car. Like I g you know, I
**[55:08]** sold this to my niece. >> I need it now. Like >> it's not I mean you do need a car, but it's not all about a car. I mean do do you all have like >> to take them to school? Do >> you have housing projects? >> Do you have like Well, I know here we have housing projects, but they're really nice. They're not like in the bigger cities, though. But do they have housing projects there
**[55:24]** that are like black? No, it's all black, dude. >> I have no problem with that. They wouldn't act like monkeys and gang bang. >> Yeah. Yeah. I wouldn't I wouldn't >> better make his life not put him literally in this environment for him to pick up. >> Why don't you find a safer town where like the housing projects your rent would be like $15 a month like a place like a small town without the gangs and
**[55:50]** stuff and and >> no idea where I would could would look. I have no idea. >> I could give you a couple cities like in Kentucky that like the projects are nice. They got central air and heat like they're bug free. >> Can you give me a couple here? >> I don't know. Well, you know, it could be the states could be different, too. You know, that the housing projects are like states, so I don't, you
**[56:08]** know, I don't know anything about other states. But, um, >> I'm saying even googling like I like what would we Google the safest safest neighborhood for my son to start school? Like, what would I type in a listing? >> I'm not. >> Zach, have a good night, Potato. Have a good night. Okay. >> Okay. You're still out here. >> Good night, baby. Love you. >> I love you, too. Good night. >> Sweet dreams. As sweet as
**[56:37]** >> you, too. >> Kissy kissy. >> He's so pretty. Oh my god. He's >> I don't even know who that is. I just literally just met him. Don't know who he is. >> Get work on him. You can only do so much, you know? You're you're you're doing your best, Sammy. >> Yeah. I mean, I got better. I'm going methodone clinic. I I'm telling you, I'm not 100% better, but I did a complete 360. Like, I'm
**[56:57]** getting there, and I'm proud of that. I don't care if Joe says it's still garbage. I don't care. My parents say I know that and I did on my own. >> Okay. Well, if you're so bad, how come Joe hasn't tried to if my child were >> Why would he not rescue his son? If if you're that bad, if he really believes you're that bad, why would he, you know, you can't be that bad? >> Why
**[57:17]** would he want for his son? Why would he want >> Why would he have stepped in to like what kind of man knowing his son is with a dangerous mother and not being taken care of? >> Exactly. Exactly. So, that's why I wanted all those trolls to read between the lines because I said that same exact thing, Ty, you nailed it on the [__] N. If Joe honestly thought I was all that [__] that these [__]
**[57:34]** claimed I was, he would never let that baby stay with me ever. >> That should reflect on him, not you. It all reflects on you cuz >> And I know he wouldn't. He would. And I know he wouldn't. >> He knows being in this house, being with me, he was always in good hands despite, you know, the beginning of the addiction, you know, when he first was born. He knew. Joe knew. >> Never ever allow it
**[57:53]** ever. >> But you're getting clean while your son's still young. So like his most of his memories, you know, won't be of him. And that's not what I'm worried about. Like as he gets older, if he hears things like from through my family, like you know, my family talks gossip. >> You just tell him how you got clean. Like >> because you know what? I'm hoping that by the time he gets older and there there's not
**[58:12]** no like some crazy new drug now on the street. And I'm I the minute I hear he's either he went to a party and he not drinking or maybe smoking weed, but he tried some other drug at at a party one time. Talk to him about it. >> Sammy, if you stay on drugs, your son's going to be on drugs. You don't if you don't get off drugs, your son will. >> I am. Here's the thing.
**[58:31]** I I understand that and I know that you think I'm stupid and I don't know that. That's why I started going to methodone clinic months. >> I'm making sure you walked into that [__] clinic all myself. Nobody pushed me. Nobody begged me. Nobody told me to do what's right. They walked in that [__] clinic 4 months ago. >> Addiction's a [__] man. Like people forget like what addiction is like. I mean, you talk to former addicts
**[58:52]** and they'll tell you like some of the [__] they did, they never would have thought of, you know, like excuse for it. Like, if you rob me and you're on drugs, I don't care if you're on drugs. You robbed me. [__] you. But, um, but yeah, like it's it's it's a [__] to overcome. People like you're supposed to just wake up and be sober one day or like you did shitty stuff like, well, you're trying to
**[59:10]** make it right. Right. >> What I hate about my family, you know, my mom and dad, and I'm I'm going to say it again. I know I've said this a million times, are both 76 years old. Okay, literally almost 80 years old, okay? I don't mean to be like ignorant or morbid, but come on, guys. They like, let's be real now. They don't have much more time, okay? Are in good health. They're I mean, a lot
**[59:38]** of I don't know. Most people like die in like their early 70s, don't they? Like you're very fortunate that they're still alive so that you can have them while you navigate this, >> you What would you do? Yeah. Like, you know, like what where would you be right now if like they died two weeks ago, you know? Like you're fortunate to have them while you're getting it together. >> Yeah, life is hard. >> Potato, why are
**[1:00:07]** you chiming in now, Potato? I think I'm I'm surprised that Sammy and like I keep saying, Sammy just needs to stay off Discord. The only time you get on Discord is when you freelab. So, I mean, there's nothing on Discord. You're not missing out on nothing. Like there's nothing here. What have you been doing since you haven't been on here? >> Hello. Can you hear me now? >> Is it? Yeah, I can hear it. See, I
**[1:00:34]** told you it had a bug. Nobody. >> What's going on is because I'm not touching the screen, it's turning off and going black. So, it's kicking me out. >> Well, there's been a bug doing that, though. But >> hold on. Okay, hold on. One question at a [__] time. Don't think Hold on because I want to answer them, but I don't want to also forget these questions you're asking. >> I want to say what I was
**[1:00:55]** trying to say before it kicked me out. Um, the thing that honestly hurts me the mo most and I'm struggling with the most is the fact is because my parents are 76 and I was, you know, let's be honest, I don't think they have much longer. I do not think they will live to be 100. I pray that at the minimum they will live another 10 years, but that's that's taking. That's a lot. >> The only
**[1:01:19]** reason why it's not for more time for me to get my [__] together or make sure I'm completely clean is due the fact that because my kid is only four right now. If they pass while he's still young and don't get to see his high school graduation, at least his eighth grade graduation, it's going to kill it's going to it's going to kill me. It is. >> They get to see you Christmas and know that like
**[1:01:42]** their grandson is um >> I mean I I know they they will not see him get married and I know they will not see him have children and their grandkids. I I know. >> But well you they're they're probably worried that you won't. >> No. Um so you want to know what I've been doing? So the I'm going to tell you the official day I walked into that clinic was June 26th, 2025. I'm going on about
**[1:02:06]** 4ish months that I've been going to the clinic and I have went every single day. I have yet to miss a day. Um I literally get there before the doors are even open at 5:30 in the morning every day. Um I am beyond proud of myself personally. I don't care if not looking for praise from anyone else. I was kind of like a little sad that I hadn't heard it from my mom's mouth that she had
**[1:02:30]** seen some progress or was semi-proud of me yet um being the 3mon mark like I was like thinking can't believe she has not said anything you know maybe she didn't want to like jinx it you know like she's just leaving a be um when I tell you techie like I was literally like going back a year from now cuz it'll be a year December I was like I was keeping this addiction the worst I personally have
**[1:02:57]** ever felt that I was using so much every day, enabling like each other with Mike back and forth. Um, doing things that I would never do in my right mind for drugs and money. Um, I would leave and stay at Mike's house for 2, three days on end and leave my son with my parents just because I knew he would have drugs and I didn't want to be sick. So, I stayed there and would I didn't
**[1:03:24]** come home. Wouldn't come home. Um, my parents, like during that time, my parents were so goddamn worried that they would never see me again. And that it's the last time that my son would see me because not due to the fact that they thought I would die. They just thought I would never come home that I just finally chose drugs over all of them. And I was done. Like my mom was scared cuz she started getting
**[1:03:45]** depression. She went to the doctor. She was losing weight. Um she was getting sick like stress for me. Um in this last four months, the first month I went in there, I was like, I'm going to do this right. Okay. The day I took my first dose of methadone. It was 40 milligram. That's what they start at you. And I told myself, I'm going to I'm going to try to do this correctly and I'm going to
**[1:04:06]** just do take the methodone, not use. I'm going to give the medicine a chance. See if it works. And I seriously I'm I shock my [__] self. And I swear to God on my life. I was completely just taking the methodone for a month straight. 30 days. Okay. And now in the beginning, because I was coming off of fentanyl, it wasn't like um the methadone's harder to um with the withdrawal from fentanyl because it's so goddamn
**[1:04:28]** strong. So, yes, I was still sick for the first week while I was adjusting the methadone dosage and just being on it in general. There is no escaping that. You you have to pay the piper and you will be sick. There's no maybe not so severe, but there's no way around not being sick. No magic bullet. like you have to just through it. Um, I noticed around the second week in that I was getting like a
**[1:04:51]** lot better. I was like not sick anymore. I was able to have energy. I was eating right. I was actually having so much energy to actually do things with my son. I got just on methodone, no other drug, crack, nothing. I was taking off like to the park. I went to actually I actually went to dinner my mom, my son, my sister's olive, dude. I haven't done that in years, bro. Um, proud of myself. the second
**[1:05:17]** month in second month in and I don't know if you know this um or if I told you but each month they make you pee they drop you once a month um so it's like mandatory um so my urine was completely clean you know that first 30 days I was a methodone in it and my counselor you get a counselor and I love her to death dude she was so like she was like in shock she
**[1:05:37]** was like because usually everybody who comes through the door she said still use for the first like monthish because they are still sick while they're trying to figure out their dosage and you know get stable and she was like I can't believe like you didn't even try like cry and I was like I held back like I didn't feel like I needed to like I just you know got that's why I went would go so early
**[1:05:55]** like right when they would open. Um so maybe that's why I didn't go through like a severe withdrawals that first week cuz I literally was at the door at 5:30. Um the second month, you know, I'm doing good. I'm feeling like I'm becoming Sam again. I'm getting my life back together. I started like updating my resume, which you know the counselor said don't start applying for jobs yet. Like you know don't jump the gun. Like I
**[1:06:17]** know you feel good and you feel like you're getting back to your old self but like I can go and do like it can go to twist and turn very quickly. So just like take your time. Don't rush this. Um, for some reason the second month and I can't remember like why something triggered me and I went and picked up just one bag of heroin and then um like a ton of crack. Um, and I didn't
**[1:06:40]** one time for one day. Um, I was not sick the next day cuz I went to methyl clinic. I was still going to clinic but I just relapsed that one day once a week. That was it. Um, withdrawal from that. um got really really high cuz I hadn't used in over 30 days and I like was nodding out like it was it was I love I mean obviously I loved it. I'm not going to sit here
**[1:07:03]** and glamorize it but yeah I got high um I had no tolerance. Um so I had a drop a month now and the last time prior to when she's asking me to drop that I used that the cracking the heroin was about over literally about over six days ago. So, it should have been out of my system like for real doing cuz I didn't do a lot and it's been 6 days. I took my my piss
**[1:07:25]** test and the next week she called me in the office and told me that I tested positive for fentanyl and cocaine and she obviously had to sit down and I tell her you don't get kicked out of the program, right? So, like if there's drugs in your like system, especially in the beginning, right? So, like in mind I was going in my second month. Yeah, I was clean for the first month but she's like what are
**[1:07:41]** you doing? Like what happened? Like you you did so great when you first came in and like what's changing like so we can fix this? And like that's why I love perk death because I never had a good therapist or counselor let alone a like drug addiction counselor to counsel me through this who's not like a sponsor but like we'll set goals and be like what's going on what can we do and so she raised my
**[1:08:00]** dose to 100 milligram. Anything over 100 you have to go talk to the doctor get approved. They do go up to like 300 milligram at the clinic. Um, but from other people coming in when we're waiting to get dosed, what I hear like with the nurses, they seem to like have lower than me even and they look like they've been like through the ringer and back like homeless ass junkie. They [__] shoot. Like they should be
**[1:08:20]** on 100 or more, but they're like they're on like 60 50. Like I'm on 100. Um cuz you know it was hard to control the withdrawal for five more. Like you're sweating, I had stom cramps, I had diarrhea, couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep. Um, so then from that day on when I start like from after 30 days when I did try it that one time try I kept doing it again at least once a week. Then
**[1:08:39]** I told my counselor and I came clean with her. I haven't dropped yet for October. Um, I told her the truth. I said if I drop it might be there and she's like the only thing that's going to hurt you when your urine comes back positive for any substance other than methadone is the fact that you will not be allowed to take home the medication instead of coming here to get face dose every day. >> Yeah.
**[1:08:56]** And they check your mouth, don't they? They check your mouth. You got to take it. >> Yeah. Well, it's a drink. It's a dissolvable like wafer and they put it in cherry Kool-Aid you have to drink in front of them. >> Yeah. >> So yeah I mean yeah your goal is to be able to take as much of the medicine home so you don't have to come here every day because it is annoying right up you
**[1:09:11]** know I get Uber there every day through my insurance it's free I mean so that that's great like that helped me immensely and I didn't even know that was a feature there and back free Uber every day. Crazy right? Um yeah of course so but I because I was clean that first month for 30 days they did allow me to take home Saturday dose so I don't go on weekends anymore. Um, so I do get a
**[1:09:29]** bottle for Saturday and Sunday on Friday and I come back Monday. So there's baby steps, you know. Um, if I do pass this next test, she will, um, allow me to do take homes for three times a week and I would only come twice. Then it goes down to you come once a month or once every two weeks and then once a month. Um, I've only been there, you know, like I said, four months going on
**[1:09:46]** almost over 60 days. I mean, I love it. I'm pissed that I wasn't doing it sooner. Um if I knew I had rise like transportation through my insurance there and back I definitely would have been doing this a lot like sooner because I was suffering in my bed every day sick agony been going um I'm afraid for what I have to get off of it though because like here we go again no matter what you do
**[1:10:06]** anyway you are going to be sick there's no way around it no like special bullet you know like you got to pay that piper so even when I'm trying to come off this methodone now wouldn't be sick but it would be like a taper down and so it wouldn't be as severe that's the rank be stable, get on this, stay stay sober on the methodone for maybe a year. She said, "Maybe your whole [__] life, Samantha."
**[1:10:25]** You know, what I And I said, "So, there's a lot of boredom. There's some triggers like fights at home with my family or sisters or um you know, being home like you know, being at home every day just with my son like not having a job like that has gotten to me, right? Like I don't go out. I don't really have girlfriends. Like you know what I mean? Seeing my son, I'm not saying my son is
**[1:10:42]** making me is a trigger, but inside and like hardly getting a break now that like my parents and sisters see that I am getting slightly better." you don't offer to watch him as much anymore. Like like there were times when I was going through the addiction really bad and I would be sick of my bed. My sister would just come pick him up, maybe take him to the zoo, no questions asked now. Like they hardly will
**[1:10:57]** do that because they see that that I got it. You know what I mean? They would help me out when I was sick. I you know I thank them I wrote a letter like if like do seriously like they helped me so much with him you know from the beginning like I probably would have had him take from me if if my family wasn't a good support and walk me through this. Um we would have been
**[1:11:12]** homeless. I mean deny it. Um but like you said I should be preparing. It does scare me because I do live at home, you guys know. And I since I was an addict, I don't have a dime saved. Um, could, you know, you can always get a job and get a car, no problem. That those things are not issues, but it's just a matter of terrified of the past. Like when to let go of this childhood
**[1:11:29]** house, I do not want them to [__] sell it. I'm praying that my sister will come to her senses and just move in here with me. And >> why would your sister do that, though? Why would your sister want to do that? >> To So she cuz technically she's the oldest. So my mom says she's going to be in charge of >> why would why would your sister want to move in there to take care of
**[1:11:45]** >> not no not to take care of me cuz I would she would never ever ever allow it. She would make me get off the couch and I would have to pay in all bills like my sister doesn't play [__] music. But I'm saying move in so that we I don't want to lose this house right off. And my niece that's her house that my sister's living in and when they fight my niece will hold that
**[1:11:56]** against her and say get the [__] out. You're not my mother. This is my [__] house. Move out. My niece literally will say that to my sister and she's right. It is her house. So my this would be my sister's house right? My mom is leaving it to her. She's the oldest. She is her house. She allows me to stay and the only way she would. My sister doesn't play this [__] drug game. Like she [__]
**[1:12:10]** me, but she's starting to come around now more because she sees that I'm better. Like she got me a birthday gift. She She hasn't done that years, you know what I mean? So she sees baby steps and she would never ever allow me to not pay bills, get her job like and I absolutely cannot use if if he did take this house and allow me to stay with my son. It's about finding a place for him
**[1:12:25]** because I don't want to have her take him in and me go be homeless just, you know, so I'm not a burden like you said, take care of me. I don't want to be separated from him and I want us to have more communication. Like it's it's literally baby steps. We're not there yet. My sister. >> Now, instead of worrying about your parents, now's the time to try to focus on um showing doing things. You have
**[1:12:43]** to do things to show people. You know, you don't have to point it out. People will see it. If they see like they see you're trying to get clean, if they see maybe you're like trying to get maybe just a small parttime job, you know what I'm saying? >> It's funny you say that because in rehab or my counselor, she has said this statement. She says, "It is not your job to prove anything to anyone at
**[1:12:59]** all at any time, even your parents, that you are getting better in recovery. But if you want their assistance, they have to, you know, you don't have to but if you were wanting me to like move into a home and let you stay in that home, I would have to see the you saying I'm not going to freeload. Like you said, I'm pay them. >> But I mean, how would you pay rent? How would you pay
**[1:13:20]** rent a job? Because my kid would be in school. I'm waiting for go to school. I have one more. >> But if you have a job now, they'll see that. You don't like if you get a job before have a job now. Who's going to watch him though? >> Your parents. >> They don't even want to watch him. If I want to go out to [__] go get something to eat or see a friend. Do you
**[1:13:33]** know they >> Well, I'm just saying like you know anybody feel sorry. Yeah, I'm just trying from their view from their from their point of view. You know, I'm not saying you have to do it. I'm just telling you from like their point of view. It's not about proving that dang. I was waiting for them to go to school. My question is I'm not putting them here. Are these [__] willing to watch them? They're not pressing
**[1:13:49]** me to get a job because they don't want to [__] watch tech. They're waiting for them to go to school. I know they don't. They're 75. >> You have you have to look at like you're trying to, you know, determine your next steps. I'm just saying you have to look at it from other people's point of view, too. Like from your point of view, you got a valid point. Like >> if you get a job right
**[1:14:04]** now, if you get a job right now, who's going to watch him? I think that's a valid point. But you know, from their their point of view, the way like they would look at it is they would move into this home and you're telling them you will get a job. But you know, >> they have to they have to why would they? >> But they have to you're taking action, which I think you trying to get
**[1:14:20]** better is is showing action. You know, it's not about you proving anything. >> I'm telling you, but I want you to believe me. Like I hope you believe me when I tell you. >> I believe you. No, no, no. I'm just trying to help. I'm just trying to help. >> No, I'm not judging you. I'm not telling you like you're lying. No, no, no. I'm just like >> I think you're not seeing it from >> you're
**[1:14:35]** seeing it from like yeah I'm get a job and you know if my sister were to buy the house and move in and I will get you know you have to look at pay for >> Yeah. Like you could say well I'll pay rent but you know you have to have a job to pay rent. >> Yeah. She's not going to let me stay with her when we're done. >> Yeah. So like you could tell her
**[1:14:47]** that but how does she know you're going to do that is what I'm saying. >> At that point I would literally tell her to her face it's not to even give you rent or pay any bills here. It's because I have no choice because he doesn't have a dad. I have no [__] way to feed this kid or put clothes on him. So, my motivation is to work for this [__] kid. I'm [__] I'm alone. It's
**[1:15:00]** just me and him. My parents are gone. I can't go call my mom up and say, "Hey, he needs new shoes." >> How do you know your sister will like then? I mean, she has her own life, don't she? >> Not really. She's She stay Not really. She's divorced. She stays. She works two jobs. She's manager at a candy store and a manager at Joel School. >> Let me ask question. If you were working two jobs,
**[1:15:16]** I know if you were working two jobs >> and she let's say the roles are reversed and you were working two jobs. I mean, I mean, would you want your to live with your sister who tells you they're going to get a job, but like, you know, you're working your ass off on two jobs with your sister. >> I'm sure she will be will give me something sort of like a 30-day grace period. >> I'm just
**[1:15:34]** saying I'm saying keep doing positive, you know. You told me you told me once you don't ever want to work. That's fine. That's I don't want to work. Nobody wants to work >> because I have a kid now. I [__] have to. Yeah. My piss off that shirt. Would I try to go milk [__] shirt? >> Talking is easy. Like like I could sit here and tell you like this and that this and that. You know,
**[1:15:51]** >> before I had him, I worked in an office. I [__] loved it, dude. Loved it. That's it. And I know that I'm when I go back to work and try to look for a [__] job, I am going to end up getting [__] job. Nothing close remotely close at all. What I loved doing in any office. I just know it. Multiple reasons now. Yeah. I'm just saying like anyone like you could sit there say, "Yeah,
**[1:16:10]** I'm going get a job. I'm get a job." I'm just saying be understanding from her position, too. Like why would she like why would she just sell it to get the money? Why would she, you know, do that? You're saying let's just sell my parents house and um we split it three ways. Is that what you're saying? No, >> I'm just saying like in your head you're saying you know you need help. You you um only
**[1:16:27]** in the beginning >> I think you're hearing me wrong. I think you're hearing me wrong. Um I'm just saying but >> if she like why if she's working two jobs that means she's struggling. Why wouldn't she just sell the house? And I mean >> let's have some likes on the video. Come on. Let's let's be nice. You know even if it's birds that are chirping you know you could at least you know appreciate it for the
**[1:16:43]** content for the content and all of this. You know we don't have to put all this on the internet. you can enjoy it, you know, and we appreciate if you enjoy it like that, you know. So whether it's good or bad content or whatever is content, you know, thank you. I do appreciate it, by the way. So I'm just going to, you know, just going to let the bird serve and please be nice. Please be nice
**[1:16:57]** and respectful. Of course, you know, life is life. You're not flawless yourself. Remember that. >> But why would she share her money like um >> share her money? My money. I'm saying she's going to be conservative over my 70 grand. Probably my parents are probably going to put them in because I am an addict. Do you get it? >> Yeah. Yeah. But I always probably have to go through her. Sometimes you just sometimes they just need
**[1:17:17]** a little slap in the ass, you know, and they work much better. >> Do they tax an inheritance? So that wouldn't be a death tax on it. But um >> the best way to get tacky going is just give her a nice >> We've been living in the house for over 40 years. >> No, you start being a smart ass. We're going to take away our content. You're going to be left with making a song. >>
**[1:17:34]** This is a very good topic though. Like this is actually a very good topic and it can raise multiple questions like from your chat about like your chat about like >> you we're giving your chat so much to be angry about. Like we're taking the target off. I appreciate that. Two women to make two women to hate. Come on. Exactly. Let me let me let me give my video a like for that because there is tacky.
**[1:17:54]** However, there has been some talk. There has been some talk that I overheard that the money that I'm getting, if they do sell of a third of this house, that 70,000 is not even going to go to me at all. >> There's talk about it going to Maverick in Maverick's name in a [__] trust that he will not be allowed to touch till he's 18. >> That that's beautiful and all, but um >> I'm okay with.
**[1:18:12]** But what you know what's going to happen to Maverick before then? Like you do need help. Like you do need help. But it's not it's not their responsibility. It's no one's responsibility to help you. But you you know that's your family. >> Wait, help me. >> Like it's Yeah. Like like >> saying like in the beginning just because like you have a kid like no one like no one >> they also know that I'm not using
**[1:18:35]** the addiction as an excuse but I'm going to use mental illness as an excuse. They know I have a Okay. >> Yeah. My mom is definitely afraid that like even when he was first born might get very so angry one day out of nowhere very mean son my mom is was afraid of that because I'm high you know you know I I would be high if I was fighting with maybe my sister and I'm on substance
**[1:19:03]** 10 times worse. Do you understand? >> Uh yeah >> it's always been a fear in the mind that has not happened ever. I don't plan on it ever happening ever. What they worried about. So they worried about me with him. >> But I'm not going to say I'm not all there. >> Yeah. But it's no one. It's no one's What I'm saying is it's no one's responsibility to help you though. Like everyone >> saying that though.
**[1:19:31]** >> Yeah. I'm just saying. >> When did I say that? When did I say that? >> I'm I'm just just stating it is all I'm saying. Like because you keep >> I'm looking forward. >> I think you're taking what I'm saying wrong. I'm not judging you. I'm not going to argue with you. I'm just, you know, you might already know what I'm doing. Here, let me better say what I'm looking for in retrospect. I'm not looking
**[1:19:46]** for freeload. I'm not looking for any [__] [__] sister because we don't get along at all. So, that's going to be another reason why we can't [__] live together. But to take care of me at all. What I'm asking is heaven >> because I have nothing. Not using this as an addiction as an excuse. I am I might be throwing my son in the ring here because I have nothing. Ask as a favor. You let me
**[1:20:01]** a your guys' house. That's my niece's house. Now, I don't have to ask my sister. This is 22. That's legally her [__] house. >> Why would they take on that burden? Like, why would they like interrupt their life to help you? >> Why would I be a burden? I'm her sister. >> Well, even if you're her sister, that's an extra. I'm not calling you a burden. >> For the sake of Because of the sake of that
**[1:20:19]** baby, >> I said they may not let me come. We'll take care. >> Big brother and potato. >> No, no, no, no. Hang on, hang on, hang on. >> This is our cat. This is our cat potato. >> No, hang on, hang on, hang on. Somebody could be Yeah, little fish. We could only live fishing >> could be the king of the house and then and then and then Sammy could live there and her child isn't
**[1:20:38]** funny around once in a while and then Lindsay could also live there and even his dispatch could get a room and then >> no one and nothing Cyrax could could live there for a little bit and we could have who knows maybe a question if you called up your parents your mom right now and said like you needed money for like food or rent would she just like send you money on a dime or potatoes mom
**[1:20:58]** oh cuz my mom was the question If you need help right now money for pizza, would she give it to you like on a dime? >> His mom's rich. Yes, his mom's rich and he's a baby. He's her baby. >> So I don't I don't I never asked you potato about your living situation. I've heard things but I don't know what's asking this question. >> I pay for my Does your mom pay your rent? >> No,
**[1:21:20]** I pay for my I pay everything myself. >> Attack from the the disability correct >> with the money from his job at Walmart. >> There's a reason why I'm asking. >> I'm I can't tell you what my job is. I mean, I'm >> not asking that. I'm saying I'm saying so you do pay your own rent. Does Does your mom help you with any type of bill at all or do do you pay your own all
**[1:21:36]** of your all of your own [__] >> I I pay my own bills, Sammy. All of them. >> Electricity, my water, my rent. >> They're not I was moved out. >> Huh. I was moved out before with my ex-husband when we were married. We lived in a apartment there for about 4 years. And I'm going to tell you jobs, you know, I worked in the office. We don't know who he will for worked with Wilson brands,
**[1:21:53]** whatever. We did not have to ask any of our family members, not even once, for any help, bills, for any money. We have like we >> s when when I had to move and I couldn't find a place to move. You know what my my mom said? I have a tent you could stay in. My mom wouldn't even let me stay with her when I like couldn't find there was no place available to move. I had
**[1:22:08]** the money. >> But my mom wouldn't even let me stay in her house cuz she was too afraid if I came to her house I would stay in her house. Like nobody owed you. She didn't even owe me the tent though. Like I I was like I'll just stay in the storage unit until I find a place like Okay. Questions. Are you an only child? >> Yeah. Okay. like she was going to let me like she
**[1:22:28]** I mean she wouldn't let me stay on the train tracks or something but like she was like I got a tent you can stay in because she knew she if I got comfortable she was afraid I wouldn't ever leave. You know what I'm saying? >> I was just that's exactly what I was just going to say. >> Yeah. She she didn't want me comfortable cuz she didn't want me at her home that exact minute you one
**[1:22:45]** foot >> any anybody anybody I know I could move into their house. any almost anybody that I know I they would invite >> honestly I think this it was you >> but I wouldn't ask anybody to you know >> I think we talked about this >> there's so many places I could live if I needed a place to live >> did I talk to you about my old uh or no >> but I I do I
**[1:23:07]** like to play pay my own bills where I can you know I like to pay my own >> I thought it was someone else but um no you you are 100 people that I don't talk with piggy back on that because look moved my apartment outside my parents house. I was out. Biggest [__] regret and mistake like so far my life. I feel like I made leaving that apartment and moving back in my parents house because
**[1:23:31]** now look at me. I moved back in on 20 19. Okay. 2025. >> I want you guys get some potato profile pictures now that you're here. You know, you look so hollow in these profile pictures. >> You understand what I'm saying? I am so like I regret >> I regret 1 million% leaving that apartment without just having another apartment to go directly of going back home for another one, taking a break because now I'm comfy and
**[1:24:08]** I haven't left and I'm okay. Maybe I maybe I'll never leave now. >> Well, yeah. No one No one's going to love you like your parents. No one's going to be understanding like your parents. >> That's another thing though. You say par parents. Okay. >> Yes. You have >> Dad. And I'm I'm telling you, dude. This is the absolute million [__] truth, dude. Like you cuz you always say I'm lying, right? So believe this if you
**[1:24:37]** want. What I'm about to tell you is the complete truth. entire [__] life. Entire [__] dad. >> Yeah. >> Complete [__] [__] and a jack off dude. >> What? >> Oh, okay. I'm tell you what, he owned his own tow trucking businesses. >> Yeah. >> Our family owned actually a lot of different gas stations, the internet business, the bikini business. My mom and dad. >> Did it kick her out again? This this freaking toolbox, man. Oh,
**[1:25:15]** I'm getting so aggravated with it. Why won't these nuts go all the way tight on this room? >> Jim Douly demands likes and he demands profile pictures and he changes cause two hacks are trauma dumping. Lo, get the [__] out of here, bro. It's my It's my stream. >> What is trauma dumping? Like, I'm not sharing any trauma. >> Yeah, I'm not I'm not sharing any trauma either. Like, what the hell are you trying to trauma
**[1:25:39]** man? My mom's telling me point I think this traumatized mua out there is trying to try and trauma drum on us. >> Tacky. >> Let me get this. Tim either is boring you with AI or now you're upset that he's got guest on. Like Tim can't win. I mean potato can't win. >> Yeah. >> Like what does he have to do like to entertain you? >> We're out here winning and they are getting what they want
**[1:25:58]** and what they need and everything and they can comment on it and everything. And all I ask is like hey if we could it could be festive if we all had a potato profile picture. That way it could be kind of like a like a little like a family of sorts, right? instead of like these hollow profile pictures. I'm not telling you, hey, go get your profile picture of potato. You know what? I'm just saying it's
**[1:26:12]** looking hella hollow, right? It's like if you if you wanted to be a proper audience, you'd give your, you know, put that profile potato profile picture in there. It'd be so beautiful. >> You think I can't tell the tone in your voice, Potato? The tone in your voice says you think you are milking for content. You are so happy right now, aren't you? >> I'm always happy, Ty. I have a I have a pizza right in
**[1:26:30]** front of me and I have two >> I have two amazing um what do you call this? Skills. You have some amazing skills, Tacky. And I love you for those. >> When will they learn that you're the troll potato? >> Your personality. >> When will they learn that this is a bunch of [__] Even though your rages are real sometimes, but you're a character. Like they don't get it, do they? >> No, they don't get it.
**[1:26:52]** >> And the more the more they hate you, the less likely you're going to leave because you do it despite them. >> No, of course. >> Like Potato's an [__] We get into it. We don't talk for a while, but I know Potato's not real. Wait. Potato is real. >> Potato's not real. You're a character. >> Sure, but Potato is real, and that's what makes it real. >> You're not real. None of this is real. YouTube's
**[1:27:17]** not real. >> I'm as real as as eating mashed fries. >> You're as you're as real as my tits. >> Yeah. And even if it's not real, it feels very real. >> Sammy, she's still gone. She ain't came back yet. She might not be coming back. Come back, Sammy. Don't leave me alone with Potato. I I need to hear more. I need to hear more, Sammy. Nobody talks to me. >> I want I want to I
**[1:27:41]** want to keep interrupting you and be your counselor and share my wisdom. >> Yeah, you back. >> Cuz I don't I don't know when Sammy will be back. Like, she might disappear for two months, you know. >> How long have you known Sammy Taggy? >> Not even a year. But we've talked a lot. Like because no one would let us in their server so we would like >> Can you imagine that? All of that all of
**[1:28:08]** that the whole everything just because of Tim Douly. >> Is it because Yeah. Yeah. People kicked me out because of you now that I think about it. Yeah. >> It's all Everybody got together because of Tim Douly. >> She sucks Tim Dy dick. Kick her out. She don't need to be here. She's fat. >> No one even said that. >> Yeah. I got bullied because of you, potato. And are you thankful? No. Because you're a narcissist,
**[1:28:30]** right? Thank you, Tag. >> You don't you don't >> Here's the thing about you, Potato. I accept that you are a psychopath and you don't feel normal emotions. I accept it. You know, you have to be willing to accept people as they are. >> So, I don't expect you to have human emotions. You know, I don't expect it from you. So, therefore, I can't be disappointed or >> I like that. So, it feels good when it
**[1:28:55]** sometimes there's a little bit of something that falls off from. Oh, there's there is someone I was talking with PKFC jumped in VC. We was talking about that. I said, "Look," I said, "Potato doesn't feel love for anyone but Potato." >> That's true. >> I don't like him. I do not like him. He's weird. >> The PK Yeah, he's got a >> Sammy, are you talking? We can't hear you if you're talking, Sammy. >> Oh, I
**[1:29:19]** was listening to you guys. >> He's got a PK complication. >> PKFC is weird. He's He's weird, >> dude. I don't even know like where that [__] even came from cuz >> Do you think we can get PKFC and Dim into the DSM6? >> What's DMS6? Oh, the manual. >> Yeah. >> Is that like this manual for psychiatrist? >> Just describe DIM and PKFC's life and put and and and give it a name. >> Is he
**[1:29:44]** on your uh >> what do you call that? >> Do you want D here? You want me find him? No, I just want to know what what do you call this disorder that they're having? >> Um, autism. >> Oh, is that it? >> Does that fit under all of that? >> PKC is definitely autistic. He He eats like He eats nothing but grapes every day. Just grapes. Grapes and grapes. He doesn't eat anything but just >>
**[1:30:08]** Wow. >> He eats the same food every day and it's grapes. >> They got to be a certain green color. They got to be green grapes. They got to be a hint of green. Oh, that explains why the other day at lunch he [__] came by me or up to me and like was like, "Hey, Sam, I was just wondering what kind of fruits do you like came up to you at lunch?" What? >> Yeah, at
**[1:30:29]** lunch. Well, I was having lunch. Sorry. >> I was eating lunch and he came in the [__] VC. He was like, "Hey, uh, Sam, you like strawberries?" And I was like, "What the fuck?" And I was like, I mean, cuz it was just random. When he came in, he didn't like start the day off with like, "Hey, how's it going? What you doing today? How's the weather? Have you talked to this one? Dude, his first questions
**[1:30:49]** are always like literally this one question. He [__] repeats but changes the name every time. So it'll be like this. Hey, what's going on? Have you heard from Raven? No. Have you heard from Polly? No. Heard from uh Jackie? No. Heard from uh Potato? Heard from like and I'm like no. Heard from none of the above. B you know. Wonder if his trying to see if you ate grapes, but like was shy or something about asking
**[1:31:18]** because like he's he's like kind of self-conscious. I guess in in real life people in real life people have made made fun of him probably. So he's probably like really self-conscious about it. But they have to be a certain tint of green and like he has to he has to have so you know how they come on a stem and he has to like remove so many and then he'll only eat like there has to be
**[1:31:36]** a certain amount still on the stem. He's really weird. Like it's the weirdest [__] But some people some people are telling me that he's peeking it. >> The autism. >> Yeah. Like he really doesn't have it and he's just peeking it. >> He's not as [__] as people think. What >> I think um he's a known bro. >> Yeah. He's like a s simp. He's in like all the girls though. I mean maybe you know like
**[1:31:59]** let's say I go in to be tested at 13 >> if I have um autism. What type of test do they >> Oh, they um they have they have like on the floor they have this floor mat, right? And it's got like um You ever play tic-tac-toe? >> It's like a mat. It's like tic-tac-toe. It's got X's and O's. And they'll have you like stand in the middle and like you don't understand what they're doing, right?
**[1:32:24]** And they'll be like, "How do you while you're in the middle, they'll ask you how you brush your teeth?" And like you don't realize it, but autistic people will take two fingers and like put them really close to their nose, but normal people will like act like they're brushing their teeth, right? That's like they do little tests like that. >> Where they'll be like, >> "Okay, so >> they'll be like they'll be like um they they'll
**[1:32:45]** have a piece of glass, like a cabinet door. They do these physical tests, okay? They'll have like a cabinet door and like the glass will be missing on one side but not the other. and they'll tell you to kick through the glass. And autistic people always kick through the side without the glass. They don't understand why, but there's like it affects your vision somehow when it comes to that. It's like the weirdest test, but you they
**[1:33:02]** don't make sense to you, but they're trying to observe what you're doing. >> Wow. >> Or they'll have you put together um a bookshelf and then they'll have you wait and too they'll have you open your Discord and if you have a vegetable like a potato as your profile pick, they'll say you're autist. Okay. >> Who though? Like who is confirming it? >> The psychiatrist and the cardiologist and sometimes they have a obstitrician. It just depends
**[1:33:33]** on which doctor you go to, you know, like I see a digestive doctor. He he diagnosed me with autism because he could tell by my gut health. >> That's I don't remember being tested for autism in school. They tested us for scoliosis. >> Yeah, dude. It was like >> That's what he was saying. Okay. >> He said he's >> leut within the spectrum. Within the spectrum, of course. >> He said >> some of the least autistic
**[1:34:00]** people. I got you. >> Got it. >> He said >> so. So So only a little bit autistic. >> I feel like I have Alzheimer's, bro. Like how many times have I forgotten already in the last hour? >> I love I love Tis. I love Techis and Sammy's titties. >> I just uh >> like I'll send you a picture of my tits, but Tacky for real can't just be the is so full of himself right now,
**[1:34:23]** Sammy. But >> I'll send the tits. But listen to me. It's so It gets so bad like right now. >> What are you talking about? You're driving >> was driving earlier. >> You You were driving earlier or am I not hearing you right? >> Friend was >> Oh, okay. God, it feels nice to be like, dropped off chauffeer. I love it. Anyway, what was I saying to you? Okay, so seriously though, take it for real. For
**[1:34:49]** real on the reals, bro. I don't know if it's cuz I haven't like eaten good in a few days or I'm tired or stupid or getting old. Like I don't know what's going on for some [__] reason. I not I keep saying I have all my Alzheimer's. I literally have been the last few months >> things I definitely should know and remember. >> What are you talking about? >> I'm I'm getting I'm trying to tell you
**[1:35:15]** I think I have Alzheimer's, but I don't I don't want to sit there and say I I think I do. It's definitely something. And it's not just from drugs, dude. I'm serious, dude. >> The last few months here, I'm gonna tell you. The last few months, my mind will go completely blank, like dark, like as if I'm [__] like croked and blink. And like I cannot remember something that I 100% should know. Live it. Like it's
**[1:35:39]** not like it's like it's not a story about something years ago. It's not. It's like something as simple as I'll give you like an example. as simple as um let's say my mom's age, my mom's birthday or um like what time she came home like even but she even like let's say she said the time over times that she home at 3 because the only reason why I had heard that and also so many times would
**[1:36:06]** be because she was on the phone calling people after work returning phone calls and saying that to them. Okay, do do you understand? Do you follow? Are we on that page? >> Okay. >> Things like that, right? Which, let's say hypothetically that happened, 30 minutes ago. >> You just need some magnesium, Sam. You need some uh maybe you could use some what do you call these mushrooms? >> There's um I one time I was going to
**[1:36:31]** Detroit and no one could figure out why it took me almost 10 hours. And we found out I was at a gas station just walking around the gas station cuz I couldn't I was in a fog. I couldn't remember >> why what I was doing. I just kept walking around the gas station. Okay, Sammy explain I'm explaining this to you. >> That is what dementia is like. That is what Alzheimer's like. It's not like you're forgetting
**[1:36:51]** people's birth date or the time. Alzheimer's is like you're just standing there and you're just standing there and like two hours have passed and you still don't understand why you're standing there. >> It's not. You could you could get your vitamin B check if you're low on vitamin B. It will cause a brain fog that is a lot like dementia. Um you might need vitamin B. you need some labs done to like see or your vitamin
**[1:37:14]** D like you magnesium or other if your thyroid hormones are like low there's lots of things that can cause that you need labs you need blood labs >> like see can't remember >> there could be something wrong but your first thought shouldn't be Alzheimer's you need to go get when's the last time you had labs >> probably when I had my son >> okay go get you Yeah, make your doctor's appointment to get lab. Say say
**[1:37:44]** you're in a brain fog. You need your B, your D, and your thyroid check. >> I'm trying to remember. See, something I forgot again, but this this is like it's okay. This is okay that I forgot this because this is >> but it's something that my mom said, a word, a term that she claimed that it could be. And if I say it to you, you might know more what I'm talking about. I'm trying to think.
**[1:38:09]** Well, I do know that severely low vitamin B will cause a brain fog that is a lot like dementia and so will your thyroid. Like it could be many things. There could be >> personally you think in your mind that it could be drugs. >> I don't think >> damage damage but >> I know so many people that were hardcore drug users and like people can say it's damaged. Um or like I know people that are
**[1:38:34]** schizophrenic and they're like, "Oh, it's cuz they used to do acid." But you know, schizophrenia doesn't set in until you're over. >> Yeah. Herin can definitely affect the memory in a negative way. >> When she when you're off of it, >> when you're clean, like I don't see how it would cause permanent damage, but it could I really >> Yeah. I really like >> to say I know that I would I honestly I honestly don't know
**[1:38:56]** if it it could be drugs. Like I >> No, it affects the negative the memory negatively. Uh Chucky When you get clean, like does it do permanent damage? >> Well, when it's clean, you you have a harder time recalling memories, right? Because the way that you trace memories when you're on drugs >> from the surgery I had in December, my right lung, I'm going be honest with you, my body has never felt the same >> since
**[1:39:19]** what your what surgery >> changed since that surgery in December for my >> You have to have to understand that whole life is like a like a tree growing, right? All your memories is like a tree growing. So if you're if you're affected by drugs and some of that those memories will be disjointed or not very great or you know like >> is on the fence of >> just drug use of foretting things. >> I'm look
**[1:39:38]** it up. >> I don't mean using >> I'm not going to pretend to know [__] while high. I'm talking about longterm damage. >> Yeah. Yeah. So so when a memory so >> yeah it can be because >> and chronic substance use can be a cause of memory loss. smoking. Let's talk about smoking cigarettes. Shut up. >> Um, if you want something that's neuroprotective, I mean, you have to do cannabis. It's neuroprotective. It's less taxing on the
**[1:40:04]** memory. >> Did you use benzo daisopins or anti >> those are even worse than they put benzo in the dope? Sure. >> And they also affect the memory in a bad way. Just like methadone, heroin, fentinil, and >> with the methodone, I mean, I want I'm going to tell you I didn't get to tell you guys about it. But bensors work differently though. But they also affect they affect the spirit and they affect the you know
**[1:40:28]** these things affect a lot of things. >> It says no >> memory obviously not because I've >> everything on here says they're studying it. Everything on here talks about >> of course they are >> well I can tell you everything about it ti because I'm >> itaus physical changes to the brain causing memory problems even brain damage. Yes. >> Shortly after use conscious impairment >> that's why benzo is really bad and herin is also technic I
**[1:40:48]** mean it's it's not good because of the memory thing. >> What do you use Sammy? What did you use? >> What do you mean? >> Like what drugs were your drugs? >> So, it would be heroin, but like I said, nowadays you no one knows truly what's in those bags. I was getting word from on the street that there could be some uh pinches of xylazine now in the bags. I'm also um smoking crack. I typed
**[1:41:13]** into long-term heroin use caused brain damage and I got this message that says help is available and it's the suicide hotline. What the [__] Of course, >> call 8988. Apparently, the suicide lifeline is 988. What the [__] >> Another question. >> It was so good, too. >> Yeah. Repeated heroin use changes the physical structure. 13 and psychology of the brain creating long-term imbalances. Yeah, you might you might be slow forever now. I'm sorry. >> So, you're
**[1:41:43]** so it is because I might have damaged my brain a bit. >> I mean, from basic like paragraphs. I'm saying I'm like, >> well, I'm not saying I'm slow or that I've changed. I mean, obviously that may show in the future. Like, notice I I don't think I've noticed the >> heroin is made from morphine. >> Oh, morphine. >> What? What is heroin? >> It's a derivative. Derivative. >> So, has heroin ever had a medical use?
**[1:42:12]** >> Have they ever used heroin medically? >> Of course. Sure. >> Like like cuz you know they they take drugs and they make a version of it like for medical use. Like was heroin ever >> it's called >> originally was for but you know do you know that supposedly it was made by um Hitler? >> What they blame everything on that man that's potato. See >> potato that you should put that on your screen. That's a
**[1:42:43]** good uh good topic dude. typing in Hitler and methadone. That's a hell of a search. >> Believe that [__] [__] bro. Look it inside the drug use that fueled Nazi Germany. >> So people are support Hitler. We can call them Hitler support. >> Yeah, Hitler popped is a [__] methodone in the win uh to fight to fight on the battle. >> Wait, did you say Hitler invented heroin? Yeah, he like did something so that like with
**[1:43:19]** the soldiers like here I'm going to post I'm gonna post an article. I think >> that was meth. >> Read it all. There's tons there's tons of articles on him and >> okay >> there was blitz out of his mind on cocaine and opioids during the [__] war. >> Heroin's been around since like the 17 or 1800s. >> Dude, I'm I'm I'm talking just strictly xylazine. I was in methodon. >> I'm type Hitler take methodone. >>
**[1:43:53]** You're not going to know like what it does to you until like 30 years when there's a >> lot. So GABA is because >> GABA is the is the thing that controls neurotransmitters. >> It they gave it to me for pain and it did nothing for my pain. Like I gave it to the um rescue because they use it to make animals sleep. >> GABA is a system. >> I had I had I had bottles of
**[1:44:09]** it. GABA is part of it. >> Gabby is part of the >> Yeah, the GABA receptor is supposed to be in the brain and to and quiet quiets it down. It's a sh >> But why does some people It's like weird. It's like some people seem to swear by it and then other people will tell you it was like taking nothing. Like it's the weirdest drug. >> We're all different different. >> Well, they gave it to
**[1:44:26]** me and it just gave me a panic attack. Like I wanted to like I was freaking out in the hospital. They said they give me a nerve peel. I thought they g me like >> I have a story. >> Oh, that's because >> Would you guys mind if I tell you a quick funny like literally less than five minute story about something that happened at the clinic? Okay, dude. >> I won't interrupt you. I won't interrupt
**[1:44:39]** you. This is how funny this is. But it's so funny cuz I can tell you about like this clinic and like the experiences I go through like when I go cuz dude this shit's [__] hilarious. One for the books. Okay, so it's 5:30 in the morning. This was Wednesday. So this was literally 3 4 days ago being in line for our dose and there's two people ahead of me and there's two people behind me. We're already
**[1:44:52]** there all all six or whatever of us. Cool story. Wow. >> So GABA is a is a is a >> is part of the endockanabonoid system. >> What the [__] potato controls things like anxiety and and creativity and other things. >> It gave me anxiety and you had w like >> it's the so there's there's can in canabonoids there's also GABA right or it controls GABA. So there's two kinds like the THC and the and the
**[1:45:18]** other thing. >> Where did you hear me last? >> And one of them is coming and the other one is psychoactive, right? Which means that you'll get anxiety and you'll have >> Wait a minute. So if you react negatively to weed negatively. >> Yes. Because they act on the same endocinabonoid system in the brain and in the gut. >> Hey Sammy, you went completely silent. That's correct. Potato is done. I have a story to tell you.
**[1:45:42]** >> Well, he started talking cuz like you went completely silent. You said like three words and like we couldn't hear you no more. That's all. >> We have a channel that says name Mandalorian server. >> Who does? >> Oh, there's like a billion canabonoids that act on the GABA system. There's GABA 2 and GABA 1 isn't yours. >> But but so what you needed was you need the opposite of the CBD. I >> don't need it.
**[1:46:07]** It's me. >> Well, they had passed a law in Kentucky where you could only get three at the time three days worth of pain pills no matter what. And so like I needed medicine. They kept giving me gabbin and it's like a type of surgery. I had like 100 staples. >> Well, one of the things that you need in order to uh reduce this anxiety in if you if gabapentin is something that that raises THC, you
**[1:46:23]** can then, you know, put CBD, you know, you can make have CBD drops and they can lower their anxiety because they >> Well, it was it was a gaba didn't give them anxiety. It wasn't helping my pain at all. Like they were giving it to me for pain. Yeah. But I'm saying that >> if you combine that if you combine that with CBD, some kind of compound, if the CBD goes into your GABA system as well,
**[1:46:42]** then your anxiety will be lowered. They might as well just have given you um cannabis. >> Well, no, they were Well, it was because they had passed the law where you only get three days worth of pain pills was the problem. They couldn't prescribe me more pain pills. Like they reversed the law, but you know, it's like you get you get your arm cut off, they're going to give you gabapitin for it. It's not going to
**[1:46:56]** help the pain. >> In your in your state after the 3 days, can you ask that doctor for another 3 days before? >> I did. I asked my encologist cuz you know I had all I had organs removed. I had 100 staples. You know I had talk chemo and like he said he would get in trouble. They would come questioning why are you like it was ridiculous. They changed they changed the law. Like the law's been
**[1:47:12]** changed since then. I got out here. What was the tell you? I haven't [__] story before. >> What was it? What was I even starting with? >> Meeting yet only because like you know I'm trying to get home with my kids so my mom go to work and I don't know. It's not that I'm not ready. I just I don't know. Like I've done it before and I feel like it's [__] waste. Like it doesn't Well,
**[1:47:37]** dude, this [__] doesn't help. It's all for me. It's all physical and some mental. Like is not like come on, bro. You see that I'm sick. You see that I'm vomiting. This is dope sick. Like I'm not faking it. I'm not lying. And there's nothing I can do to stop it from [__] coming out of my [__] like water, right? Come on. You see it, right? Okay, we got that. mental part is like longterm like you
**[1:47:55]** know cravings or like triggers or like you maybe you walk past this certain tree and then like it brings back a memory like oh me and Mike used to sit under this tree and snort bags or you know like something stupid you know and it just like ruins your whole [__] day. So like they want you to like my counelor was like Samantha I'd appreciate it if you would come in and like maybe participate and come
**[1:48:11]** to one of our meetings like at least one or a few if you can. She's like I would like to see you do more participation wise then just come in and get your your dose of medicine and go home and people talk like I don't want you to like participate, not just give your [__] and go. Yeah, I get it. But I'm trying to get home and that's the truth. Like, I'm not lying about that. Like,
**[1:48:34]** they [__] about watching him, which is so [__] ignorant. You can't watch him for a [__] hour. Like, I'm mad. And like, I know techie might have a comment on this sentence because you said with my sister letting me move in, she shouldn't have taken care of me. So kind of mad at my mom that like on her way to work can't like take me to the clinic. I'm in and out. I walk in, there's no
**[1:48:57]** line. I get my dose. It's less than five minutes and I we we're done. I mean, I don't mind taking Ubers every day. You know, it's free and it's fun and talk to the drivers and you know, it's fine. Um I'm trying like that's why I'm so glad like when I get my car back like why um are you there? Are you there? >> Yep. >> Can I ask you a question and like if you can
**[1:49:24]** answer me honestly like and I won't get offended so just be completely blunt, open and honest because I really do need to hear like feedback and your complete honesty like seriously so I can like obviously continue going forward and the attempt to get to get better. Okay. your opinion in your mind from what you see at all that I'm ish I mean I know it's hard you know being on here I think I asked you this
**[1:49:47]** but you kind of hesitated to to answer the question I mean >> what's the question exactly >> do you think like do you see any change in me towards getting any better with this I mean from from how you can see me I know it's hard to to say >> well yeah I mean you just got to continue But the that's the hard part because you have to you have to rebuild you know if I if
**[1:50:13]** I tell you the the memory your life is like a tree >> your life is like a long tree like a very tall tree and you grow branches and things on the on the tree and you are the tree and so when you walk out of things you know when you grow up more you have to grow branches on the tree right and that's what you're facing is well what does it mean to get a job
**[1:50:31]** for instance or what does it mean to get back to this point or that point or so on so what does it mean to walk in in circles or what does it mean to walk in spirals upwards? You know, you have to rebuild the if if your whole life is a tree and you and there's things, right? Then you have to look at how do you restore those things so you can grow the tree. >> So,
**[1:50:54]** she might honestly get offended because this can kind of lump her in with this question to you. But, and you don't have to answer this question if you don't want to. Just say I don't feel comfortable and I understand. Do you get anybody in your family or even friends or even acquaintances like in your life that's around you like haunting you telling you to get a job at all? M I mean they did but I worked
**[1:51:16]** on I've worked on my retirement you know >> so in the past they they did >> yeah they did but I I made plans for the things that I wanted for my life or you know like even if people don't agree you know that's still the things that I you know so if I want to go somewhere I plan to go there >> you know if I have something you know I just I start walking there.
**[1:51:34]** your life, >> potato, it's your your life. You you're the one that has to live it. Like I don't know why, but for some reason like when people say that to me, and no offense, Taggy, like anybody, not just family members, me kind of mad and they say, "Oh, you should get a job." Or something like like I feel like they genuinely don't really even give a [__] a job, let alone even probably give a [__]
**[1:51:58]** about me at all. So it's like I like I'm kind of like what? Like why are you even saying that to me? Like I feel like a loser when they say get a job and I feel like a loser. >> Yeah, I guess. Well, society is kind of like that, you know. >> American society has become more more like that, right? So I don't I don't even know how it is with medicate anymore. The whole government
**[1:52:20]** is like >> a fascist government. So it changes the way that people >> I know I know you despise people like that. um with society, the people that um like kind of do anything for themselves and like you know like wither away. I mean you've always like from the day I met you, you've always been that type of um I would say like things like hey like kind of like carbon like you know what I mean
**[1:52:43]** like don't be a bum type thing and like I appreciate that you know like I wish I had like your when it comes to that but like in my mind it's like he needed a personal little break because honestly I did have a kid. I was going through the addiction. I know I'm going to end up going back to work 100%. Yes, I'm never not going to work again. Is like hounding me. Like my parents aren't
**[1:53:02]** like saying like giving me ultimatums yet to where they're like if you don't have a job in 30 days, we're kicking you out and like we mean it. Maybe maybe >> instead of focusing on So it's not about a job and it's not about this or that. So instead of focusing on the things that where you came from, you have to focus on what is the opposite of so what's the opposite of having a bad memory?
**[1:53:20]** It's to have a good memory. And how do you get a good memory? Well, you might have to study. And so how do you restore a memory and all these things? That's what you have to figure out and then when you know that you have to start >> aiming for that. Do you see? So it's not just about a job. It's about >> what >> I'm talking about my parents and like feeling me. >> What does
**[1:53:38]** remembering a memory have to do is get a job. >> I'm just saying it's like one it's like one branch, right? And you have to do that in every aspect of your life where you have to look at the problems and then you have to look at well what's the thing you have to go towards in order to >> further go up the spiral. >> Just get a job. >> I I truly get what you're trying
**[1:53:52]** to just get a job. Like if you need to get a job trying to say is like try to live your life on your termsish for now. >> Do it on life's terms right now. >> We're we're we're we're adults. Like those days are over. >> I I am an adult. I'm a mom. Yes. >> I'm going to work again. >> You can grow automatic. You can you can grow automatically towards the Hang on. >> I
**[1:54:15]** have the luxury of having parents. I take time right now while my kid is still very young. >> Work on getting completely better. >> Kid, you you double should get a job. Don't like you got a kid to take care of this. >> You honestly think anybody, not just me, you are capable of being a junkie, recovering junkie, not not relapsing and juggling a job right now this fresh early in a 12 year. Uh, I think
**[1:54:45]** life is tough and it sucks. >> Give me an answer. People are capable of doing that. >> Well, you have to look at every every direction, Sam. You have to go in every >> Maybe capable is the wrong word. Like I mean, you're >> with potato. >> You have So, so you you have to look at everything that's >> Potato's talking about memory. Like I I'm just trying to figure out what Potato's talking about. A memory.
**[1:55:08]** >> Potato. What were you talking about? Can you reiterate potato? >> So, so you so you have to look at every aspect. And please taggy please be quiet for a second. So you have to look at every aspect of where you want to grow. Right? So instead of looking at everything that's a problem, you have to identify everything that's a problem and then you have to look at well what would it take to fix each and
**[1:55:25]** every one of these problems in and then you start from the one that is easy and then you take steps in each of these directions. like vitamins, you know, uh health, uh >> time, >> all of these things. And so you have to look at what steps are you going to do now >> in order to get to more towards a better, you know, your better physical health, your better mental health, and your better spiritual growth,
**[1:55:45]** right? And so you look at each and every one of these aspects and each and every one of your problems and then you look at well, what's the opposite of a problem? >> It's a solution, right? And so what are the solutions you can do now? And then when you get to those solutions, then you can see in a in a month or week or something like this. In each of these things, you're taking steps towards
**[1:56:03]** something. And then when you're there, you can take further steps towards that >> and then you can do the same again. >> That sounds like something everyone would love to have the luxury of, but that's not a reality. >> That is a reality. >> Why is it not my reality? Well, that's how to grow. >> That's how to grow. So, somewhere down. No, it's techie. >> Techie techie. You're not You're just not thinking. It's like you're
**[1:56:30]** just it's look. So, it's it's all about >> No, the job and all of these things techy somewhere down the road. Taggy, can you let me talk? >> [__] ADHD. Stop. >> Ask me questions. So did you take them? >> So you know a job for instance it's down the road when you take this spiral taki because every step is accounted for in the spiral. So you look at eight directions and then each of them you
**[1:56:57]** you identify what is the problem and then you identify what what kind of solutions can you do now and then when you resolve eight things that are eight small problems then you have another set of eight problems and then you suddenly take two steps each of them >> problem then I got 12. >> Well eventually you eventually you will have zero problems. for >> different for you Ty because you do like have no like choice. You
**[1:57:21]** have to pay a rent like I I don't want to say luxury but I do have completely grateful for that will allow me stay here while I get better. >> I'm glad you're saying I'm saying I'm glad you're adding the grateful. So, so that's why so that's why you have to look at all the kinds of ways that you can grow, Sammy. And that's what you want to think about just spiraling upwards. And that's why you
**[1:57:40]** got to and that's why why I'm saying is that instead of focusing on the problem, you got to identify the problem. And then you got to know that the next step is to say, well, if I can't find a big solution now, I have maybe three solutions for each of these. And I take each of these three steps and then I know I've done that. And then you go further up the spiral of each of your
**[1:57:56]** problems, whether it's family, your child, or this or that thing. And then you just take these steps, right? That's not hard, right? You see what I'm saying? because you will identify even that 12step program. You make sense because like repairing your relationships with family members is like more towards the end because that'll come in due time. >> Yeah. So you just continue go up the spiral while you identify every every problem that you into a into
**[1:58:13]** small steps for solutions. >> What if the solution what if the solution is to get a job? >> It's it's part of the spiral techie. It's part of the spiral techie you know but all of these things happens when you start expanding like this. >> Let me ask you this. you know, everything like in your opinion >> like why are y'all so why are you getting so upset when I say to get a job telling you
**[1:58:31]** to get a job? I'm just like >> why you're saying this because you do have to like you're on your own but like I'm not saying like I don't want to say I take it for granted it's a luxury like am I going to milk it? Yeah. Do I sound like a spoiled [__] or wouldn't you take >> you had parents >> um >> telling you sure stay here as long as you need. We're not asking
**[1:58:50]** you for a [__] dime. Bring your son. Wouldn't you [__] take them off on I'd rather have independence. I'd rather have independ I'd rather not have you know like if you had independence Sam you wouldn't have to worry about what happens you know when they pass like you need independence for him but I mean it's on you like I don't care what >> I get what you're saying my initial plan I was waiting for my money
**[1:59:13]** >> you plan to cro you know like that was my initial plan that's just that's only 23,000 like you can't even buy a car for 23 >> does go to I mean I have to get used I'm pissed I sold my brand new Kia to my niece but It is what it is. Have to get used. I'm only driving him to school and home. That's all and to work. That's all that it will be for. I
**[1:59:31]** don't >> You have your So, you have your license. You're able to drive. >> That's 100%. And because my dad owned that tow trucking business, he could probably ask all his friends, you know, for a decent good used car. Did in the past for me, you know. >> Yeah. I did I didn't know you had your license. I didn't know you could drive. I think a lot of people didn't know that. Can do you have Can
**[1:59:49]** you drive, Tim? >> Yeah. >> Really? >> Yeah. I have my license here. I'll take pictures. Everything's probably for you, though. >> Yeah, because I I changed it to a Florida one. >> Well, it's like it's everything's within walking distance for you, isn't it, T? maybe >> aren't like well it's not like I heard like outside the states towns are designed like that >> I'm sure a shitload of people like and I'm literally sure that all
**[2:00:21]** of a majority of my neighbors do also believe like I like probably got a DUI and lost my license but what happened was I was going to Florida and right before I was about to leave I crashed my 2016 new white Kiao I bought on my own all on my own literally just got the [__] title. >> How'd you crash? >> Someone some jag off like quickly was going he stopped those brakes and turned left. All
**[2:00:48]** three of us like it was like a three car thing. That person had to break and that person had to break. The last one and I had to break. Like we all had to break suddenly because one drag off ahead of us was deciding to turn left. >> License though. Like you do that is independence. Like that that's a major hurdle there. You don't >> when I crashed it. Um, obviously because I just paid it off.
**[2:01:09]** My dad had it fixed, which is stupid. I sold it to my niece cuz I was going to Florida and I told my mom I want to take a break from driving because teen I got a [__] ton of speeding tickets and had to like go to these driving classes. Like I was always bad at driving, had a lead foot, had that crash. I was like, I just would like to take a mini break. But I
**[2:01:27]** was still renewing my license and, you know, keeping it. Um, that's fine. So, I sold it to my niece and she gave I gave to my mother to have here. I'll send you a picture of uh >> y >> changed my driver's license um Florida back to Chicago yet because the Florida one expires in 2029 and this is going to happen. If any of my family, me included, um, or want to go to anything in Florida
**[2:02:04]** like amusement park, like SeaWorld or Universal or even Disney, you are a Florida resident, so you would pay the ticket for the Florida price. >> What's you uh, y'all wore me out arguing a minute ago. Give me a minute. What was I going to say though? Do you remember potato? It was really good. >> Yeah, I don't remember nothing. >> Yeah, he uh I'm just I didn't know you could drive. I just take a break. I
**[2:02:43]** mean, I got a DUI when I was 25. >> Oh, yeah. That suck. Did you go to jail? >> Well, did you did you go to jail, Taki? me. Yeah, I've been to gym. >> Really? How long? >> Uh, I went for I stayed overnight once and then I served a weekend and then I served a couple days. >> I [__] forget. >> You sound like a rascal. >> No, just counting. >> You sound like you
**[2:03:14]** get drunk. You sound like you're fun at parties. >> I don't go to parties. >> How do you end up in prison if you don't go to parties? What do you mean? What? >> What? That's who goes to prison or people at parties. What? >> Yeah. Didn't you didn't get drunk and then like spat on a cop and >> No, I I don't drink. I don't even drink. >> Well, how did you end up in a
**[2:03:33]** prison for a weekend then? >> I don't know. >> You don't know? >> I don't know. Apparently, I had a warrant and a dumb my dumb ass told the cop my name when I opened the door. I didn't know I had a warrant. Never tell them your name at the door. >> So, it just put you in prison because No, >> count it. Just count it. >> That's so weird, though. Yeah, >> you did a crime,
**[2:03:54]** but you did you know what you had done? >> Just a little misunderstanding is all >> what a little misunderstanding. >> All right. Okay, >> dude. It was my birthday when I got my DOI and when the cop when the cop [__] came to arrest me, I was eating McDonald's and I was like, I'm trying to eat my [__] McDonald's. He took it out of my hand and threw my [__] chicken nugget on the floor. Like,
**[2:04:14]** let's go. Let's go. >> Threw my [__] chicken nugget, bro. >> Why? Sometimes I orange drink they gave you >> shouldn't throw away from >> my mom she my mom will literally still talk about that [__] to this day and say we wasted it. >> Yeah >> the [__] was that? No, bro. It's like more embarrassing of that whole ordeal. It was literally my [__] neighbor one and two I said we had our own tow trucking
**[2:04:47]** business. So did our neighbor and him. My dad were like rivals. >> Yeah. >> Still here. >> Yep. >> Just chilling. >> Tired. >> Yeah, I'm just chilling. just relaxing. It is Saturday, you know. >> Oh, it is here. >> Time is it? Uh, there >> it's 2 p.m. Saturday. >> Really? >> Yeah. Just enjoying my Sabbath. I >> think there's this concert coming up. >> You know what day it is on a Saturday, Sammy? >>
**[2:06:04]** What do you mean? >> Friday is the day that the Muslims celebrate. It's the most holiest day. Saturday is the most holiest day for the Jews. And Sunday is the most holiest day for the Christians. Do all these [__] that you just listed wear those things on their heads? >> Yeah. >> All every single of those religion. >> Yeah. I wear like I [Music] with anybody at school or like wanted to be in tried and I
**[2:06:36]** had to wear that [__] head thing for like my parents [__] like happy even though they're not there. So [__] embarrassed, bro. Like honestly I would like raise my hand and be like miss whatever. Okay. If I um offer now [Music] >> Yeah. hard. I don't know, dude. I was saying I've been like saying a bunch of [__] because random [__] because like all day earlier I was like looking for something and my kids [__] toys
**[2:07:22]** and >> Oh, the sun's going down. >> Yeah. >> What do you think? Are you going to start looking for like a job at all or No. >> Me? >> Yeah. >> I'm retired. I mean like even like retired like people a few have said to me before in the past like >> Potato doesn't leave his house. He ain't going to go. >> No, but I'm saying like for something to do like I've heard people this
**[2:07:47]** like >> I'm I'm a a teacher. I run the stream. >> I run the I'm the father of the world of the internet. Sammy, that's my job. >> You invented the internet. >> Dude, was it you? >> That's my retirement to to be the father of the internet. >> No, I think it was okay. Okay, potato. Maybe you know or even you techie. Maybe you know. So the other day like we were going through you know
**[2:08:09]** people's streams. >> Mhm. >> Remember whose this was but if you go through them you know like he was a white a white dude with blond hair was like a medium. He um Jose, >> wake up, Sammy. >> I'm brushing my hair. >> Oh, okay. We lost you earlier. We thought you were dead. We freaked out a little bit. >> Do you pee? Yeah, we thought maybe you had died. Yeah, we thought you had died. We
**[2:08:51]** like were a bit freaked out. >> This to make sense. I'm just so aggravated with this toolbox. It screws the nuts don't fit the screws. Like it doesn't. >> Thanks, De Julie. Dim said he was going to pay me. He was going to he was thinking about donating me. He has a kind of heart beneath all the mud. Do you think? >> Do you think them has that kind of hard? >> I'm [__] up. Like they're
**[2:09:44]** [__] up. I'm like, why are they even telling me though? Like for starters, like kind of weird. >> Yeah, >> I'm a platform. Dim truly. I wish you would treat me better. I would I wish you'd treat the platform better. >> You could hear trying to tell him this. Be like >> I'm the reason you have any friends at all. them truly >> even if they be like here's my ultimatum to have him say this be
**[2:10:16]** like if you will I will >> dimly your useless audience member if you have a job then you know if you don't have anything bad I'm just going to ban you I don't want you going to listen to that garbage >> you know if you're broken spiritually broke as well and you feel like you have to take take more And you still feel like you're better. You can't have it both ways. You can't be better and
**[2:10:41]** then sit and beg for for content. >> Are you doing such a potato computer? >> Do what? >> Damn. >> Like over the condemn code. Is he a hacker? >> Just trying to uh >> He probably is >> his picture background. God damn it. I don't want to sit here up for hours doing research. Yeah, >> for sure. >> What about it? >> Which state does he live in? For sure. >> Julie, Ohio. >> You sure?
**[2:11:22]** >> Nope. >> I'm not sure. >> Okay, here's >> Are you going to run around in every internet cafe in Ohio to find them to >> Someone's messaging me. They're saying Canada. >> Yeah, he says that but he's that's he's in Ohio. >> Are you coming or not? >> He's American. >> I don't know. >> Like corn on the cup. >> He's full of [__] He's not Canadian. Dur is He's an undercover [__] >> Love. >>
**[2:11:55]** Make a potato website and put IP logger on it. >> He's a fake dog. He's not even a real person. D is not even real. >> Okay, I'll do it. How much is it to buy a site or do I mean >> buy it? But I'm not doing it. Who the [__] will do it? >> I don't know. >> That's your birthday gift then. For only. >> Ask PKFC. They're pretty close. >> PKFC. Dante. Why say
**[2:12:19]** that? >> You close with the [__] is Dante? >> You changed your mind. Threw that one out. Wasn't good. No, that wasn't good at all. >> Oh, it was good. >> Why don't you and Sammy work on a K2 visa? Know what that is? >> Oh, >> K2 visa. 90 days. If you marry a foreigner, they come here on a K2 visa. >> K2 visas. I don't know what that is. Should I kind of >> K2
**[2:13:08]** visa? If you all are going to get married, you come here for 90 days on a K2 visa >> to decide if you're going to get married. >> Wait, so who should I get married with? >> Sammy. >> Okay. >> Or what's the process in your country? Maybe she should come to your country. >> So if I How do I >> Hold on. Hold on. >> So to burning question. So if I to extend that, if
**[2:13:29]** I file for divorce and then get a another marriage with Saki, then I can be there for two times 90 days. >> No, you have to be once you're married, you have to stay married for two years to get a green card and then I think after 10 years. >> Well, and you're and you're married. Psyche. >> Is Sammy married? Sammy Butmy's already married, though. >> No, she not. >> Yeah, she is. She's married with that
**[2:13:47]** guy in White Castle. >> Still married to him. >> Yeah, she can't get married. >> Get arrested. They should get married. She can't >> people who married me get arrested. That's not a problem. >> She's already married. >> She's about to have $23,000. >> Jackie, she's she's already married with some guy in White Castle. >> For what? >> When they sell the house, she'll have 23,000. >> Jackie, the only You know, you're not married, are you,
**[2:14:11]** Chucky? >> Me? >> Yeah. You're not married. >> Dang. Me? I will have 23. >> 70,000. Split three ways is 70. >> Yeah. Split three ways is 23. No, >> it can go higher. Huh? >> The house is worth three ways, but I'm saying we each get 70,000. Okay. >> Oh, okay. I thought you said 70,000 split three ways. >> Are they talking? >> Oh, no. You honestly think my house would be worth 70,000? >> Was
**[2:14:38]** I thought you deducted like taxes or something? >> Oh, >> yeah. Well, then keep your parents out of a nursing home. They'll take the house. >> They take your [__] house. If you a nursing homes take their freaking houses, man. That's why I wish like before all this like when they start to lose their mind or they're very forgetful or it's declining like rapidly very quickly that they would have made some minor changes in the will
**[2:15:03]** and like have that person come sit down and be like >> well not once their memories [__] up go make those changes in the will and >> go make those changes when when their memory goes. I'm saying the change to like have us three girls, the daughters with the money, it can go to, you know, that and then come back to us or whatever's remaining, I guess. You know what I mean? >> Mhm. >> Yep. >>
**[2:15:30]** And like from my mom cleaning a lot of like older people's houses, they obviously a they die a lot and b she brings home like stuff that they just don't want. really good, cool, big, nice stuff. Like, I don't know how to describe this. >> Well, heck, there's your rent right there. If if they die and your sister has to move in, you're going to have 70,000 to pay your rent with. You don't have to work
**[2:16:00]** get a job yet. >> That's what I was saying to her. I said, "Look, the money that I get from the housewoman sells, I'm willing to give up front a year's worth of rent." >> Yeah. >> Have to worry about it. Yeah. >> Pay, you know, bill of your choice. If you want it to be monthly, fine. We can rotate whatever. You tell me what you want me to do and what to provide to have a
**[2:16:19]** shower and a bed. >> Yeah. I mean, she can charge. She can be like, "Give me 30,000." You know, she could she can rack up if she's smart. >> I mean, no, she doesn't know as of right now how much I got from it. Um, forgetting right now. And I think this is exactly what she was trying to tell me to do. So, in the house, the house hasn't been sold. You talking about >> there's somebody
**[2:16:46]** I believe there's somebody that lives there. If not, they were saying it's a bed and breakfast kind of thing. But obviously the day we book it to go in the hot tub, people are not going to be scheduled at the same time or come, you know, they're not going to do that. You know, they don't want I guess so like her outfit. However you like get here. Sorry. I'm like watching this [__] TV show talking to
**[2:17:10]** myself out loud. I'm like I like Ralph. It's like you're here. Let's get the popcorn. Um >> if you go I have nobody to talk to. >> What do you mean? Yeah. Like >> like want to talk a lot and like I don't know.