FILE DATE: November 26, 2024 | STATUS: LOGGED
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I thought this had been lost in the past but recently found it during an archaeological dig. Please enjoy 33 minutes of Thomas repeating himself about regretting a certain boopy incident.
Reupload of: https://www.bitchute.com/video/jvDalqjMJUJr/ Thanks to tm38 for saving this. You are a true gamer.
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**[00:00]** better than I can I've done the best that I could in my in my life like I'm I I lived my life to the [Music] fullest you know I made mistakes can't change that I can't change that I can't change that I can't go back and change that I wish I could I wish so many times I thought about it a million times wish I could go back and change that I wish I I regret that
**[00:33]** so much I regret that so deeply I don't know what I can do about I can't change it I can't change it I can only feel bad about it and I have been I have felt so bad for so many years every day every day I thought about it every day it haunted me every day I felt bad about what I did every day I don't know I punish myself I tried to kill myself I couldn't
**[00:54]** even kill myself couldn't I failed it couldn't even [__] kill myself God wants me to be here and so I don't know what I can do I can't change it I can't change the past I can't change the past I can't change the past I did everything I could I sought forgiveness I have already gotten that I'm the only one that you know I I don't know all these people they don't they don't belong here they
**[01:20]** don't belong with their judgment it doesn't it doesn't fit it only seeks to hold me in the past and I shouldn't be there but I because I can't change it I can't do anything to change it I cannot change the past I cannot change these events however much I wish I could go back in the past and change it I cannot go back and change it I cannot go back to the past and change the past
**[01:44]** I cannot go back to the past and change the past I cannot go back to the past and change the past I cannot go back to the past and change the past I cannot go back into the past and change the past I cannot go back and change the past I can't go into the past and change it I wish I could change the past but I can't if there's one thing I would change it would
**[02:24]** be the past if there's one event I would change that would be it but I cannot go back and change it I cannot go back and change it I cannot go back and change it I cannot go back and change it we don't live in the past we live in the present I cannot go back and change it I cannot go back and change it it's not me anymore it's not me it's not me it's not
**[02:57]** me it's not me it's not who I am it's not who I am it's not who I am I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back into the past and change the past it's not who I am it's not who I am it's not who I am I am not that person you judge I am not that person you judge I
**[03:23]** am not that person that you judge I cannot go back and change the past I cannot go back and change the past I cannot go back in the past and change it I wish I could change the past but I cannot go back and change the past if there's one thing I could change it would be that one thing but I cannot go back and change it it's not who I am it's not who I am
**[03:57]** it's not who I am I am not that person anymore I'm not that person anymore I am not that person anymore I am not that person anymore I'm not that person anymore I'm not that person anymore I'm not that person anymore I am not that person anymore I am not the person you think I am I am not the person you judge I am not the person you judge I am not me from the past I
**[04:31]** am me in the present I am not who you judge I am not who I judge who you judge I am not who you judge I am not me from the past I am not that person anymore I take a distance to what I was and what I did I have sought forgiveness I have got forgiveness I have sought forgiveness I have got forgiveness I have sought forgiveness I've have got forgiveness I've sought forgiveness I've got
**[04:55]** forgiveness I have bettered myself I have bettered myself I have bettered myself I have bettered myself I have bettered myself I have bettered myself I am better than who I used to be I Tred to improve my life I try to improve my life I try to improve the mistakes that I make in my life I try to improve the mistakes I made in my life I made some mistakes but I am not that person anymore
**[05:24]** I'm not that person anymore I'm not that person anymore we don't live in the past I cannot go back back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go
**[05:40]** back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go
**[05:55]** back in the past and change it I cannot go back into the past and change it I wish I could go back into the past and undo some things but I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change
**[06:13]** it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot change these events I cannot change these
**[06:35]** events I cannot change these events I am forced to relive the past I forced to relive the past I forced to live relive the past I'm forced to relive the past I am forced to relive the past I tried to change it I could not change it I tried to change it I could not change it I tried to change it I could not change it I tried to change it I could not change it I
**[07:03]** tried to change it I could not change it I felt remorse I felt remorse I felt remorse I felt remorse I felt regret I felt regret I felt regret I felt regret I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go past back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past to change it I cannot go back in the past to change it I cannot go back to the
**[07:28]** past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it your judgment is misguided your judgment is misguided your judgment is misguided I am not who you judge I am not who you judge I am not who you judge I am not the person you judge I am not the person you judge I am not the person your judge I am not like that
**[07:54]** I'm not like that I'm not like that I am not like that I am not like like that I cannot go back in the past and change it I wish I could go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in change in the past and change it I felt remorse I felt regret I
**[08:14]** felt remorse I felt regret I felt remorse I felt regret I felt remorse I felt regret I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I can canot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot
**[08:35]** go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go P back to the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go P back in the past and change it I
**[08:53]** cannot change the past I cannot change the past I sought forgiveness I got forgiveness I sought forgiveness I've got forgiveness I sought forgiveness I got forgiveness I cannot go back in the past and change the past I cannot go back in the past and change the past you refuse to let the past go you refuse to let the past go you refuse to let the past go I cannot go back in the past and change it
**[09:28]** I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it you refuse to let the past go you refuse to let the past go I cannot go back in the
**[09:45]** past and change that you refuse to let the past go I cannot go back in the past and change that you refuse to let the past go I cannot go back in the past and change that you refuse to let the past go I cannot go back in the past and change that you refuse to let the past go I cannot go back back in the past and change that you refuse to let the past go
**[10:02]** I cannot go back in the past and change that you refuse to let the past go I cannot go back in the past and change that I sought forgiveness I got forgiveness you refuse to let the you refuse to let the past go you refuse to let the past go I cannot go back in the past and change that you refuse to let the past go I cannot go back and change the past you refuse to
**[10:20]** let the past go I cannot go back in the past and change that you refuse to show respect I cannot go back and change that I cannot go back and change the past I cannot go back and change the past I felt remorse I felt regret I felt remorse I felt regret I felt shame I felt REM remorse I felt regret I felt shame remorse regret but I cannot go back and change that I cannot go
**[10:49]** back and change the past I've done everything I could I've done everything I could I've done everything I could I've done everything I could I tried to kill myself I tried to kill myself I tried to kill myself I tried to kill myself I tried to kill myself God doesn't want me dead do God doesn't want me dead God doesn't want me dead God doesn't want me dead I cannot go back in the past and change
**[11:30]** it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change the past I cannot go back in the past and change the past I cannot go back in the past and change the past I cannot go back in the past and change the past I cannot go back in the past and change the past I cannot go back in the past and change the past I'm here for
**[11:49]** a reason I'm here for a reason I'm here for a reason I'm here for a reason I cannot go back in the past and change the past I cannot go back in the past and change the past God wants me to be alive God wants me to be alive there's a reason why I'm here there's a reason why I'm here I'm here for a reason I'm here for a reason I cannot go back in the past
**[12:10]** and change the past I cannot go back in the past and change the past I cannot go back in the past and change the past I sought forgiveness I got forgiveness I moved on so should you now you want to keep repeating the past because we can keep doing this for months I cannot go back in the past and changed that go get us some donuts I don't know if I feel like going out like I
**[12:41]** don't know I just no I don't think we're going anywhere like all that all that feeling to do any thing it's gone I cannot go back in the past and change the past I cannot go back in the past and change the past I cannot go back in the past and change the past I cannot go back and change the past I cannot go back in the past and change the past I cannot go back in
**[13:21]** the past and change the past however much I want I cannot go back and change it I can cannot go back and change the past I cannot go into the past and change the past I can't change the past however much I want to I can't change it I can't change it I can't do anymore I can't do anymore I can't do anymore you refuse to let me grow you refuse to let me grow you refuse
**[13:53]** to let me go we live in the past we live in the past we live in the past I cannot go back and change the past I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past event and change the event I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it these
**[14:34]** were the thoughts that I had every every single day I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it
**[14:51]** I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it do you get it now I cannot go back to the past and change it your judgment is futile your judgment is futile your judgment doesn't do anything your judgment doesn't do anything I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it your judgment doesn't do anything your judgment
**[15:45]** doesn't do anything you your judgment doesn't do anything your judgment doesn't do anything because I cannot go back into the past and change it so your judgment doesn't do anything because I cannot go into the past and change it your judgment doesn't do anything because I can't go back into the past and change it your judgment doesn't do anything because I can't go back to the past and change it no matter how you want me to
**[16:18]** change it I cannot change it no matter how much you want me to change I cannot change it I've done the best that I could I've done the best that I could I thought thought about this for years I thought about this for years I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I had remorse regret and shame I had remorse regret and shame I had
**[16:48]** remorse regret and shame I cannot go back to the past and change it I sought forgiveness I got forgiveness I sought forgiveness I got forgiveness I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it your judgment doesn't do anything your judgment doesn't do anything my sister is doing
**[17:23]** fine thank you my sister is doing fine thank you I cannot go back in the past and change that I cannot go back in the past and change anything I cannot go back in the past and change anything I cannot go back in the past and change anything I cannot I cannot go back in the past and change anything I sought forgiveness I have gotten forgiveness I sought forgiveness I have gotten forgiveness I have gotten forgiveness
**[17:51]** I have gotten forgiveness from what I've done I have I've gotten forgiveness I've gotten forgiveness it's over I've gotten forgiveness it's over we're not in the past anymore we're not in the past anymore we're not in the past anymore I have sought forgiveness I got forgiveness I sought forgiveness I have got forgiveness I don't owe anybody anything I don't owe anybody anything my sister is richer than me my sister is richer than me my sister doesn't
**[18:36]** need my money my sister doesn't need my money my sister doesn't need my money I've sought forgiveness I gotten forgiveness I've sought forgiveness I've gotten forgiveness I sought forgiveness I've got forgiveness I sought forgiveness I've gotten forgiveness I sought forgiveness I've gotten forgiveness there's nothing more to do I've sought forgiveness I got forgiveness I can't go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I can't go back
**[19:10]** in the past and change it I can't go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I can't go back in the past and change it I cannot go back
**[19:30]** in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in it past and change it I cannot have a future if you don't allow me to have a future I cannot allow to I can't do the best that I can because you don't allow me to grow I can't do the best that I can because you're don't
**[19:46]** allow me to grow you forc me back in the past you forc me back in the past you force me back in the past you forc me back in the past you forc me back in the past how can I improve myself you forced me back in the past how can I improve myself you forc me back in the past how can I improve myself you forc me back in the past how can I move forward
**[20:01]** you forc me back in the past how can I move forward you forc me back in the past how can I move forward you forc me back in the past how can I move forward you forc me back in the past how can I move forward I sought forgiveness I got forgiveness I sought I got forgiveness I sought forgiveness I got forgiveness you live in the past I don't live in the past you live in the
**[20:22]** past I don't live in the past you live in the past I don't live in the past you live in the past I don't live in the past the past is not there anymore the past is not there anymore the past is not there anymore I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go
**[20:42]** back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it everything you do is useless everything you do is useless everything you do is us useless everything you do is useless everything you
**[21:00]** do is useless everything you do is useless everything you do forces us to to relive the past for no reason whatsoever it doesn't serve a purpose and it's useless everything you do is useless everything you do is useless your judgment is useless your judgment is useless your judgment is useless because I cannot go back in the past and change it I do the best that I can and that should be enough for you I do the
**[21:39]** best that I can and that should be enough for you I do the best that I can and it should be enough for you I do the best that I can and that should be enough for you I do the best that I can and that should be enough for you I do the best that I can and that should be enough for you I do the best that I can and that should be enough for
**[21:55]** you I do the best that I can I can't do anything more I do the best I can I can't do anything more do the best that I can I can't do anything more I do the best that I can I can't do anything more I sought forgiveness I got forgiveness I tried to better myself I tried to better myself I bettered myself I bettered myself I don't make the same mistakes anymore I don't make the
**[22:16]** same mistakes anymore I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and and change it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the
**[22:34]** past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the
**[22:53]** past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it you keep shaming my family you keep shame shaming my family you keep shaming my family you keep shaming my family my family would like to move on but you keep shaming my family my family would like to move on but you keep shaming my
**[23:20]** family my family would like to move on but you keep shaming my family my family would like to move on but you keep shaming my family my family would like to move on but you keep shaming my family my family would like to move on but you keep shaming my family my family would like to move on but you keep shaming my family my family would like to move on but you keep shaming my family my
**[23:39]** family would like to move on but you keep shaming my family my family would like to move on but you keep shaming my family my family would like to move on but you keep shaming my family I'm here for a reason I'm here for a reason I'm here for a reason I'm here for a reason I tried suicide but I couldn't do it God wants me to live I tried suicide but couldn't do it my God
**[24:02]** wants me to live I'm here for a reason I'm here for a reason I'm here for a reason if I should be dead I would have been dead today if I should have been dead I would have been dead today if I should have been dead I would have been dead today I tried to kill myself I tried to kill myself I tried to kill myself I tried to kill myself I tried to kill myself I
**[24:28]** tried to kill myself if God didn't want me here I would be dead if God didn't want me here I would already be dead if God didn't want me here I would already be dead if God didn't want me here I would already be dead if God didn't want me here I would already be dead I tried to better myself I I try the best I can I try the best I can I cannot do anything
**[24:47]** more I cannot do anything more I cannot do any more I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I can't do anything more I can't do anything more I can't do anything more God doesn't want you
**[25:11]** to bully me God wants you to be better God doesn't want you to bully me God wants you to be better God didn't want you to lose that Integrity God didn't want you to sink to the same level that I was at God does not want you to sink to the same level where I was at God does not want you to lose your integrity God does not want you to lose your integrity God does not
**[25:31]** want you to lose your integrity God does not want you to lose Integrity I am not who you judge I am not who you judge I am not who you judge I am not who you judge I am not who you judge I'm not who you judge I'm not who you judge I am not who you judge I can't go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it
**[25:53]** I can't go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change CH it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change
**[26:07]** it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and [__] change it I can't go back to the past and change it I can't go back and [__] change it I can't [__] change the past I can't go back
**[26:27]** to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I cannot go back to the past and change it I can't go back to the past and change it there's nothing I can go back to to change it I can't better myself I'm doing already the best I can I can't [__]
**[26:44]** do anything more I'm doing the best that I can do not [__] get these words do not get this I repeated this so many times are how are you still not getting it how are you so [__] stupid no you're [__] because you're trying to make up a pth that doesn't exist anymore which I can't change we already sought forgiv I sought forgiveness and got forgiveness for it how many times should I [__] repeat myself it's
**[27:08]** like you don't [__] get it your judgment is misguided your judgment is misguided your judgment is misguided what you think I am is not who I am what you think I am is not who I am what you think I what do you think I am is not who I am what you think I am is not who I am what you think I am does not represent me what you think I am does not represent
**[27:52]** me what you think I am does not represent me I can't go back in past and change it I can't go back in the past and change it I can't go back in the past and change it I can't go back in the past and change it I don't do that stuff anymore I don't do that stuff anymore I don't do that stuff I had regret shame and uh what was the remorse I felt all those
**[28:18]** feelings at the same time for about 15 years I then then I realized it doesn't serve me and it just repeats the pth you know it's like it doesn't doesn't do anything and so I moved on and so should you well here's a mirror you keep repeating you're acting like a [__] because you won't let it go you misjudge me and so whatever your judgment is is not who I am I said this many times today
**[28:58]** I think I've I've made it very clear I can't go back in the past and change it I wish I didn't do it but I can't go back into past and change it I wish I didn't do it what part of that don't you understand I can't go back in the past and change it that's it the end like there's nothing more I can't go back in the past and change it I cannot go back in
**[29:26]** the past and change it whatever you think I am that's not me and so it doesn't it's it whatever you do your judgment is misguided I can't go back in the past and change it D I can't go back in the past and change it every time you you repeat it one more time it just it's like I can't go back and change it it's like it's I don't know what to do I don't know what
**[30:04]** you want me to do I I try to kill myself God does God wants me to live so I can be some kind of example for you or something so you can better yourself I I can't better myself you lose all your integrity when you when you decide to keep judging somebody I can't I can't change it I can't do anything your judgment is it's like it doesn't do anything other than just it's like what like
**[30:26]** whatever it's I don't know I I can't go back into past and change I repeated it so many times I can't go back in the past and change it what do you not understand what I said I can't do anything to change anything more I already did everything I could my sister doesn't need money or reparations what she really needs is peace she needs peace she needs this to die down that's what I'm trying to do
**[31:07]** I'm trying to kill this that's why I keep repeating myself today because it just keeps going over and over again so if I'm I'm thinking what if I just repeat this enough maybe something will go through to you I can't change the past however much I wish I could I can't go back and change it I can't go back and change the past no your judgment doesn't help me I can't go back in the past and
**[31:53]** change it I can't go back in the past and change it I am not whoever you judge me to be that's not that doesn't represent who I am so you're wrong your judgment is wrong you are wrong you but you can't [__] get that you're wrong for judging here so integrity mutual respect right there are four elements or whatever there's a lot of elements right so listen to this right is an announc so you may think
**[32:40]** that I lost my Integrity but you also lost yours well mutual respect Mutual means together you're wrong and respect in this cont