FILE DATE: December 24, 2018 | STATUS: LOGGED
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No, Kitty, i dont understand.
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**[00:00]** I don't know they kept pushing it harder and harder they saw me getting more angry so I said I don't know what what you're expecting I think they were expecting me to do it I think they wouldn't have they wouldn't mind and there's no streamer to step in and there's nobody to defend me always it's just suddenly there's ten people against me I find this all the time so I don't know what that's for why is
**[00:23]** there ten people telling me to hang myself you don't think that's gonna have an effect on people hey that's just fun in games they were just ten people telling you go hang yourself and yeah I just laughed at all right no it's just running games they don't mean is they don't mean this I'm just you know they like me they like blasting they literally said I should kill myself and I should you know take a take
**[00:43]** a bath under the water and well I don't know I mean like it just it's like one Fred then another Fred you should find a robe you should jump off the chair you should sunset yourself you should make yourself you I don't even know what it's it doesn't end it doesn't [__] them dude that's not creative that's [__] garbage there are scumbag low subhuman species I don't even [__] monkeys dude I'm so far beyond that is
**[01:12]** there's no [__] point no point I this done it's done we're just still addressing this though cuz I my feelings aren't done see this is this is you don't understand is this bothers me way more than people think so why don't they stop it okay okay hey I will I will teach you guys PTSD let me let me read something up so so you can actually get an understanding of this okay it's that okay all right
**[02:06]** all right great cool cool look just let me read it sorry just just let me read okay so post-traumatic stress disorder is a mental health condition that's triggered by a terrifying event either experiencing or witnessing it symptoms may include flashbacks nightmares and severe anxiety as well as uncontrollable thoughts about the event most people who go through traumatic events may have temporary difficulty adjusting and coping but with time and good self-care they usually get better if the
**[02:59]** symptoms get worse lasts for months or even years and interfere with your day-to-day functioning you may have PTSD getting effective treatment after PTSD symptoms developed can be a critical to reduce symptoms and improve function symptoms post-traumatic stress disorder symptoms may start with one month within one month of a traumatic event but sometimes symptoms may not appear until years after the event these symptoms cause significant problems in social or work situation and in relationships they can also
**[03:30]** interfere with the ability to go about your normal daily tasks PTSD symptoms are generally grouped into four types intrusive memories avoidance negative changes in thinking and mood and changes in physical and emotional reactions symptoms can vary over time or vary from person to person intrusive memories symptoms of intrusive memories may include recurrent unwanted one-one-two distressing memories from a traumatic events really reliving the traumatic event as if we were happening again and I tell you when people
**[04:01]** threaten me I relive my [__] PTSD okay so upsetting dreams or nightmares about traumatic events severe emotional distress a physical reaction to something that reminds you of the traumatic event avoidance symptoms of Amoy avoidance may include trying to avoid thinking or talking about the traumatic event avoiding places activities or people there I'm done with the channel okay I'm done I don't want to go over there and I've said this is I have the [__] PTSD you
**[04:25]** [__] understand negative changes in thinking and mood symptoms of negative changes in thinking and mood may include negative thoughts about yourself other people or the world hopelessness helplessness about the future memory problems including not remembering important aspects of the traumatic event difficulty maintaining close relationships feeling detached from family and friends lack of interest in activities you once enjoyed difficulty experiencing positive emotions feeling emotionally numb changes in physical and emotional reactions symptoms of changes in physical and
**[04:58]** emotional reactions also called arousal symptoms may include being easily startled or frightened always being on guard for dangerous self-destructive behaviors such as drinking too much or driving too fast trouble sleeping trouble concentrating even ability angry outburst or overwhelming guilt or shame for children six years older and younger signs and symptoms may also include re-enacting the trauma traumatic event or aspects of the traumatic event through play frightening dreams that may or may not include aspects of a
**[05:31]** traumatic event intensity of symptoms PTSD symptoms can vary in intensity over time you may have more PTSD symptoms when you're stressed in general or when you come across reminders that you went what you went through for example you may hear a car backfire or just talking or you may see a report on the news when you see a doctor if you have disturbing thoughts and feelings about the traumatic event for more than a month I have
**[06:02]** had it for about two and a half years if you if there's severe or if they feel like you're having trouble getting your life back under control talk to a doctor or mental health professional seriously [__] you guys okay now you understand now [__] leave me alone leave me alone we just wouldn't pull a [__] veteran what do you tell a beggar and go kill himself huh you [__] [__] yo subhuman pieces of [__] oh I'm
**[06:25]** done if you have suicidal thoughts if you or someone you know has suicidal thoughts get help right away or through like why are you telling me to [__] hang myself ha reach out to a close friends or a loved one contact a minister if your spiritual leader or someone in your faith community call a suicide hotline make it a point where the doctor when you causes you can develop post-traumatic stress disorder when you go through or
**[06:57]** see or learn about an event involving actual or threatened death serious injury or sexual violation dude I've been [__] I've been assaulted by a guard when I was naked I've been humiliated in front of ten police officers they were laughing at me while they're undressing me you [__] understand what it's like to think about those memories you think that's funny now you're you for your stuff like do you still think it's funny or do you understand
**[07:45]** no it's not funny do you understand do you understand do you understand now others are screaming [Music] when is the last time you saw your doctor I don't trust inductors so it's kind of dangerous for me in a way points of traumatic event child physical abuse sexual violence physical assault being threatened with a weapon and accident all assist is traumatic what do you think when you get kidnapped from your [__] home and then put through torture
**[09:08]** then [__] assaulted and [__] like a tortured and [__] bullied everyday by God for something you [__] haven't done because you ask somebody if they want to die and then when people say that to me it's directly coming back to that and I want to put them [__] it like I don't want to put people in jail but do you understand they can go to jail just as well as I can do you understand they're doing
**[09:28]** the same [__] thing then they should stop then so stop they should [__] stop [Music] laughing at somebody like you wouldn't do that to a veteran would you would you do it no you know what they'd have no problem teasing people with Asperger's or even you know like autism or something they don't care these people they are already late we know they're this you know they have a term they call it sparks or you know what
**[10:42]** miss Alicia said she said oh it's just so fun to make fun of sparks sparks means Asperger's yeah she thinks it's hilarious to make fun of people with Asperger's because hey they're laughingstock that's the reality of things here boys it's mentally ill people you're [__] mentally weak if that's what you [__] even if that's what people go for that's the weakest thing I've seen it's not us that are weak it's not the brilliant people that are
**[11:19]** weak it's the bullies they're of weakest [__] yeah you go for the low-hanging fruit that's so [__] [__] subhuman like it's disgusting to look at all of these new feet this [__] disgust me you're all [__] disgusting talking about you know like oh you should put over there's no [__] no no now we are addressing the trolls and pre maybe maybe they can learn that what they're doing is debilitating for the world they're literally bring the
**[11:54]** world to [__] if that's their intentions then I hope we can get a you know I hope we can get on to them and then we can we can maybe we can do something to them because why should the good people take the damage why aren't the bad people thinking and if I can damage huh the people that are doing all the [__] they're [__] left alone I'm [__] trying to save the world over here by
**[12:20]** teaching people about the truth I think I'm handling this road roller