FILE DATE: March 27, 2019 | STATUS: LOGGED
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**[00:05]** [Music] yeah [Music] well I lost my alliance and my mixer yeah but dreaming what have karateka to do with it he did it every time yeah but I think he didn't disturb oh why do you think it because I know he was using his words you know in the words that he used [Music] you know how he says things there's nobody that says it like he does but you know I mean it's mix-up of course you
**[00:55]** get Dave kick you I think he don't need to do with something on mix I did that you know when I was not seven year stream it was I don't with everything against the roots from mixer I'm sorry but I don't know I didn't talk to him lost everything he's to blame for that yeah but do you really think is streaming as a job do you think you can feed a kid from what am I supposed
**[01:26]** to do with my life after he run it sure I'm ruining his life don't let me ruin everything in his life just do it we all have to do coset job feature kid living every day every second of the day should I do that for the next half year do you think he would like that would you like that I don't know do you really think you get much interesting that you have no other important thing
**[01:56]** in your life than streaming now that I don't do you think I will not do it do you think I can't do what he did to me what you did to me you think I can't do that to you guys did you what have I done to him what have you done to me you stood by his side and what you support that [__] I mean I am yeah I'm now and sorry but how can I
**[02:34]** stay on your side I mean I tried your girlfriend I mean that that guy shouldn't have any love in his life he made sure that I can't be with my daughter ever because I can't make any money I can't make any money to go travel to see my family but do you really think if you would not be existent do you really think that would be not happened in your life yeah no way I think me
**[03:04]** do you really think you would be more successful without him nothing like him yeah but why do you blame it on him I mean I am Not sure because I didn't ask her but I don't think that he has something to do with your band know there was him I know it I'm not stupid I don't know anybody that hates me like he does so I don't understand why he keeps ruining my life I can't go
**[03:32]** anywhere what am I supposed to do with my life [__] you why do you scream at me do you think that we have you because you say this [__] to me you say to me go get a job you know of course I have to do them the same [__] why it's must be more easy for you more easy for me what will you do if I come and take it away from you yeah that was
**[04:15]** happened in my life many times and now I do not run around and blame the two other people taking everything away from you taking everything away from him what will you do about it because you can't do anything just and I'm not sure what what do you know about my streaming history but there's nothing you can do to stop it and so you know what I think I would think a little bit about what you Tsang
**[04:39]** right there you say I should go get a job there's no point I can't get a job you know what happens if you google my name yeah and yeah what did you say my name it's not that's not the end of the road you know well for me it is because I can't get a job from with that [__] on me do you think I can oh yes aunts much better now do you think I can
**[05:04]** get a job with that [__] on me do you think so of course how Hey oh maybe you just need to get a job we've had nothing to do with the internet you know me so in off you're stupid or what but anybody will Google the [__] name when you do a job request he was hard enough to get a job for me how the [__] am I supposed to get a job now if you look
**[05:30]** up my name in China that's because of your boyfriend I mean seriously did you - keeps ruining my life is still being run now I cannot get a [__] job you understand my life is over yeah you say that many times in us Thursday ah and I will make you a father drew and I make this night over to your dad do you it did to you do you really want to say that no what do
**[05:55]** you think I'm telling you you understand I think you need to understand yeah of course do you really think that's everything so and you prefer to focus on the [__] in your life and do not something I was searching for two minutes ago and I didn't found it maybe but I didn't found it but maybe I'm just too stupid what's the QB form just send me a link I didn't but I don't know about it you
**[08:52]** know the last three days I was one time in history you wasn't there I was just music it was copyright safe music of course you get banned on miksa it's more or less than twitch then nobody need to report you they were from alone and that's maybe something what you didn't need to understand yeah okay then it's not [Applause] I understand yeah ingots you don't understand what's going on um not really and I don't know something
**[09:39]** but it's not much new you know what I mean I mean what is it you don't understand that I can't live my life because of that do you really think your house is still alive it's just giving films it's a fault nobody knows about that just google my name my real name and I gotta put that on my job resume you know when I look for a job since I'm never gonna get because all the people
**[10:12]** will pop up when it comes up this [__] [__] oh can you stop doing that noises I hate it when you understand that my life is over potatoes not over just because of TV film there's no chance I can do anything with my life there's no chance I even will see my [__] own daughter so you have no other idea dentist dream yeah never see my own [__] daughter maybe that's your own bed did you ever
**[10:39]** think about it it's my own maybe I said maybe I just asked you to think about it you didn't do what you did then maybe nobody else did it oh why you blamed it to other people why shouldn't I I mean it was your own bed that you made all that topic you know it's I didn't make it properly mmm you can lie to yourself that you don't need to lie to me oh come on you
**[11:17]** made everything for me why didn't somebody else come on don't forget that I watched you stream longer than you think well I wasn't the one I was making anything public what do you think why I don't think it's fair that they're continuously [__] ruining my life I don't think it's fair at all even if it is even no matter what the [__] is public I can't live my life and that's the problem I cannot live my
**[11:45]** life and that's gonna be a problem for you and for him for the rest of your [__] life until it's over no I cannot stream so come here call you everyday instead okay my name I will call you every day until you walk away from him until they this is [__] sold I will make sure his life is [__] miserable until this [__] gets taken off the [__] site I can't live my life until this is
**[12:13]** over it needs to be over you should really think about you want to say that right now I mean that you are angry and all that [__] think about what you really want to say things like this right now you think that really have fun so I mean if you feel better okay but making that said now to me and him and you're with him yeah and hate me no for that I mean to be alone
**[12:54]** lonely and isolated so you really think you are users and he's your enemy oh yeah what the [__] he's just a random guy whatever you want it's not just a random guy he's been stalking me for seven months yeah I think Tom's not if you do this to me disgusting I mean you disgusting as well if it gets your content that you stream it that's what you want good you want to risk it when I figure
**[13:25]** out where you live you will risk it you wanna risk laughing do you have a hero to see everything you might affect do you think do you really want to risk that right now I try seriously to talk to you okay well then talk seriously to me because I'm telling you I had enough I'm at the edge of what I can take well as a human can [__] take you know you cannot understand that are you
**[13:58]** listening to me right now okay and I'm not sure it's because you owe me just like he does what the [__] are you talking about yeah do you think I'm [__] disgusting yes and do you really think you need him to do it or you're not listening to what I'm saying okay I'll take your child away I will take your career away I would take your future away I will take your [__] life away just by
**[15:53]** gonna take his knife away do you hear me do you hear me better now yeah I'm saying yeah and you repeated again and again and you don't get a point yes [__] come and kill you while you're [__] sleeping the memory of course thank you and I will do the same to him do you understand this of course so but but I want to do now why are you talking to me I want you to understand
**[16:30]** what it is that I'm saying he ruined my life if you're not taking that seriously if you're not understanding what it means that word to ruin somebody's life completely if you cannot put yourself in my [__] spot if you cannot if you're unable to put yourself in my spot I will make sure that you will be put in my spot do you understand that so if you're unable to understand that and that you need to walk
**[16:55]** away from it and you need to do something for me if you cannot understand it then I will put this on you I will put this on him this is your choice right now what do you choose good or bad evil or good why do you care what do you want why do you care what I choose like a [__] decision because I do not believe and you know what I'm saying you want your life to
**[17:33]** be completely utterly destroyed and ruined like mine what do you want to do something better with your [__] life you know that's internet if I don't like what I see there just close the door and open another one and so huh do you think what are you doing here what you want to talk about a choice I'm giving you a choice you want to have a nice life or do you want me to [__] make sure
**[18:02]** your life gets going along with his life we got this this has to be fixed today right now seriously my private life is no what do you think why this has to stop your boyfriend has to [__] stop fix what has he done wrong in keeping putting paint on me tell him to [__] get it tell him to [__] save my life now you it saved my [__] life so okay can I ask you something when
**[18:26]** you serve my Isaac he did nothing I am Not sure but I met someone meet him - all right is he gonna save my life kitty I tried to help the Karma needs to go away the corn is gonna go away no matter how you want it so you want me to kill you and kill him to fix this because you ruined my life you took everything away from me sir it - well I - will
**[18:54]** [__] slit both of your throats right so that way we are even like that or do you want you want me to punish you forever and into an eternity like you did to me or do you want to do better when it is your [__] choice do you want to do better oh I want to do many things better but you want to do better okay great that's a great place to start okay can you ask
**[19:21]** him dude this better I mean this editor you want to do something you can do something better kitty huh do you think by yourself you can do something better maybe I mean if I asked you to sample I've been kicked off the internet okay I don't have a place to speak you do we talking right now and new accounts no problem I could come and make your life miserable every day I'll make you sad so you
**[19:58]** cry every day it wouldn't be a problem no problem I have all the time in the world remember I used to spend 18 hours a day streaming verse 18 hours that can spend on hating somebody with my every bone in my body I have one more yeah and every day you start your stream and you open your door for all the people broken so in that year I can actually do whatever I want I have so
**[20:22]** much time I can plan anything I want you understand that I have a year to plan [__] alright I don't think you quite understand what happens if you ruin somebody's life and burn it to the ground okay you really want to talk about it did you watch one of your your own streams and the last formula somebody does anything to fix that somebody's gonna pay for it that karma is gonna be repaid so okay you just
**[20:50]** search someone who you can play a team somebody's gonna pay for it so I you know what I want I think you did paid enough maybe it's paid huh I think you paid enough for the chit it's paid maybe maybe you can just do something else or something other or something better that you can go and run around and search people I can't get a job I can't continue my real life so as long as I
**[21:17]** cannot continue our real life Susie okay ask it something did you even know about Cuba comes before you was there with your own face no yeah so when you google about people you are it then do you care Kimmy thumps yes I don't have any social media it's the first thing that's gonna pop up then you should get some social media maybe I mean that's not even did you even try it they try to look up
**[22:01]** the my name Google search do you have did you ever try to find it on google Susie look up my name come on I know it's heaven if you look for a job you think they will look up my full name on Google of course it'll Google my name if I should look for a job yeah and if you if you have someone ask you about it and you answer like this I'm sure you will not
**[22:27]** get the top down which it happens but that's not the end of your life month the cauda is isn't it yes I will never get a job you didn't try how can you know because I know that people who use Google and all my name is ruined there's nothing I can do you're not really understanding this there's nothing I can do I cannot get a job there's no way I can get a job with rapists on
**[22:59]** my name yeah it's your fronting rapist yeah that's fine I don't wanna hire a rapist come on do you really think think there is just only one way in life well what are other option is to tell me maybe try to talk to people in real life or something I don't have any friends yeah then maybe you should go out and talk to real people I don't have any family I don't have any friends I have
**[23:54]** been streaming for eight years only one that doesn't cut off from the internet so now I actually don't have anything you are right now not cut off you are right now mom I lost my father just a few years ago I was in prison I was tortured and then I came out a person just to be tortured on the internet now I'm shut off the internet and now you just cry about it and don't do something
**[24:16]** better you aren't you are online right now I'm not I'm shut off from streaming the thing they're very everybody instead of time to do huh everybody should have some streaming because it's three main all streaming platform hour come on and I mean you did that you're not really taking this seriously how many times get you abandon your life once streaming web sites can ask you need it every time he's behind that he stops me and does
**[24:50]** that to me and you you don't tell him stop it won't alive Susie it's like you just like yeah so what it's like you don't understand that he did that he will tell you he didn't but the he okay can you just do you record your own streams I mean can you just watch your last stream maybe or did you get an email from mixer why they did kick you do you have an information from mixer
**[25:27]** why you can't just get out my anger but they got me angry and sad and upset yeah it's not a reason to kick you okay it is I mean I clicked on your stream today and you wasn't here and it was copyright safe music and I mean I didn't watch so much of it but that's a reason to kick you from I mean Dave to have any terms maybe nobody did report yourself why are you being
**[26:16]** disrespectful by having that information in your description you piece of [__] no sir see it's not a reason and they they just use the [__] again did you get an email from miksa answer the [__] question you didn't jump you didn't even checked it an email I don't think I'm suspended I'm suspended because I made a death threat to your boyfriend well I can't answer the [__] question sometimes no only difference is that I get reported
**[27:03]** instantly I get shut off the internet yeah which is you across rachad something like this one time you do not get a bun on mix up I mean they kick you they are really fast and it does not dominate definitely because they called me a pair of oil I'm a hundred times from a hundred different accounts right and of course this dance team and of course I will never [__] mention it you can lie to yourself
**[27:31]** but not to me I said it many times well I haven't said anything out mixer did they keep bringing it up they brought it up and did equip yesterday that's how I know that it was your boyfriend because he was using your boyfriend's words I don't know about it and I'm not sure I don't think so I'm not sure today and then they start talking about fiddle and diddle and sister and yeah but many people do
**[27:56]** that I would I know ten people who talk exactly like this right now so well it's funny yeah yeah but nine but you cannot blame it just to other people that maybe you you know normally you grow with your community but um but I I don't I'm not allowed to they ruin it every day yeah but you it's in your hands how your community if it it's in your hands have fun they don't let me have
**[28:34]** friends hey you have everyday let me have a stream or not do you want me to stalk you like that you want me to drive all your friends away do you want me to tell so many lies that nobody believes you and then why you ask me that I mean I don't have any friends you want my seven to be many many times from you infiltrate your life to the point where nobody is gonna be inevitable
**[28:55]** me or you you okay I do you want me to take everything away from you all your friends that's what's happened to me many many okay well you're everything all your connections all your you know reputation all your you know community that community to you do you want me to answer the [__] question and I'm still I love you no kidding it's not yet if you like well you're able to stream yeah you are never just
**[29:29]** drink - it's that's my entire life that's my life for it past eight years honey and a scent when you liked it but you like how long did you stream how long do you have you streamed I don't know when you I didn't have problems in my life until your [__] [__] boyfriend comes alone well I can't answer it would say you're so many suggest for and wonderful before correct I'm not saying I didn't have a
**[30:00]** serious question I am serious before your stupid [__] boyfriend came into my life you may think it's very very funny but I don't I'm like I don't feel don't think you understand I'm going to kill you and I'm going to kill him you laughing at me you sure you want to say that right now I'm gonna stab you in your sleep I'm gonna figure out where the [__] you live and I'm gonna come at any [__]
**[30:38]** given time and you should be scared because I lost everything I'm sorry that's not first time someone said it to me I know I know you want to have my ID sleeve close to the border ride your own thing I could figure that I can tell you I would like to live where the [__] he lives it would be a pleasure to me if you're gonna be evil if you're gonna be like that if you're gonna
**[30:59]** laugh at me for my misery I have no problem taking you out okay think about it think about what are you gonna do you're gonna call the police no I can just call the police let's bring it about ski into this let's call the police huh shall we shall we call the police get everyone involved into this yeah that way maybe we can figure out who the [__] he is this guy Cavell ski I would I
**[31:29]** would love to have a name on him and a picture and an address and then and then what do you think I think a guy like this may be stupid and you don't think you're stupid I mean I just I think I explained it pretty well what's gonna happen okay can I ask you something after all that public [__] everybody you know where you live and they showed picture from your address and all that [__] yeah
**[32:03]** is it there seriously whatever something happened I mean did someone ever come to you and knock on your door I mean seriously or sent you maybe a pack or a bomb or a box of [__] or something I mean know what I'm telling you so then you're a little bit lucky or not I mean it can't be more worst much more worse yeah I mean there are other people in the internet they post her address or
**[32:32]** a phone number they are [__] but you just cry about it and it was never something happen they called me every day so I don't know well your boyfriend I mean I just got a new phone number maybe you should get a new phone number yeah and a new identity and a new [__] gender and a new [__] everything new name new a new agenda there what the [__] can I do you think the problem is
**[33:08]** the agenda no of course not okay how would I think that's the problem the problem is that I can't escape this [__] I can't escape they're stupid they ruin everything and that's my person in a way I want to ruin everything that's big person kovelsky's name needs to be spit on his name needs to be garbage his name needs to be connected with stalking and serial stalking and murdering and killing and legged needs to his name
**[33:35]** needs to be so [__] bad okay what you would do if he would not be existent and you can't blame it to him if he didn't exist yeah but you would we could be friends okay yeah but at this time I didn't know covertly and it wasn't working so I don't think you remember I remember you did so what you want to do now you're searching for a new streaming platform I mean I can't tell you
**[34:26]** ten but I think as someone who really want to have you know how dangerous that is yeah but you're already dogs and it was never something happen I mean it's a place where you not get kicked it's the same people like it is all time and in a string but it's so changed seriously those are my stalkers you know that yeah but it's there already in your stream all the time wherever you go I mean that's
**[35:00]** the only people in your stream handle it what [__] stop it or handle it I know I know it's still yeah I know maybe you should start to love them why can't you not do something SUSE why you do you know you're not with them you're not you're not initially with them like I'm just asked no I'm in from a human piranha human what can I join that like why go with it why not just go
**[35:30]** against it do you really think you are that kind of big people who dare people it I mean I don't know how to say but I talked with Kowalski about other things thank you I mean you're not everything in there that I didn't even expect to be but I can't have a life Susie well that's the thing that it comes down to I can't have friends I can't I can't have good why did you think about
**[36:07]** why I mean did people move away from you why do you think that's all time happened do you really think kovarsky write him all in private detective how bet you are yeah okay any time think you know that's what he does right exactly what he does yeah many people did yep so it's you know it's also true that I can't have friends right because that's exactly what they do every single person many times and keep harassing
**[36:49]** them until they walk away from me I'm not sure that it's true that is not true don't believe me I'm not sure no that's just half true it's just what that's just how to and maybe if he wouldn't do that someone else would do it and there are people they are more met with you and Kowalski but none of them none of that is okay but you still do every day open your door and let the
**[37:25]** people in I don't yeah what do you think what it is if you start your stream huh so you think I should join bid wave mm-hmm why I would do the by myself yeah and but why the people would watch a stream a stir the same and the most of them know your IP so if they do not even know just your IP they know you're exactly address it's much more or less than you happy yeah
**[38:08]** they know everything right and you're not able to walk from there you know you're still sitting there waiting that something has happened yeah what can I do get a new address and your phone number show your middle finger I don't know what to say is using it's very easy there are many things you can do it's just messed up man I wish we could just like walk away from it I think it's so [__] up that
**[38:46]** how can this can't be controlling the world how can these forgot to talk they don't control over it would be nice no but how can they control this the everything on this level it's not right you know it's not right right you know this is wrong you don't feel it's wrong you don't feel all of this is so wrong is there not nothing in you that just says this is wrong this is your doing this is
**[39:26]** wrong what we're doing huh sushi you want to start streaming again that that makes you that feels this is wrong where this is going where this has been going all of this everything that happened it's just wrong you don't think so I mean you really want to stream only do you really think that's all in your life no but it it was it was helping me in my life you know he was helping me get to
**[40:02]** places now it's not helping me at all like now it's just it's all I have well it's all I had now I have nothing at all it's like everything I have anything it just gets taken away that's stealing or that's whatever I don't know what you want to call it but that's how I feel like everything everything I do just I start up something and it gets ruined and it doesn't it's not deserved you can't just
**[40:34]** I start something I'm what give somebody the right to come and just break it down before it's even a thing that's like killing these babies killing newborn babies be like out stab it kill it before it can have a life kill okay you want to burn a baby no what do you think do you think I want you I don't know I think you're a good one and should do something that you can see it but
**[41:04]** that's my personally what you do not to care that in what do you think I should do to do something that you can't see it maybe sometimes I don't know what you're talking about I have a baby which I'm not gonna be able to see or do anything yeah then maybe you should lick us how you can because you want to see it or not I mean well what do you think I want with my future
**[41:41]** well do you do you think I want to have a good life for bad life yeah look I don't know how to say that in English but it's in your own hands you know you choose no no no no that's I don't think you I don't think you've been stuck how it's not in your control at all if they have a weapon they can use against you I can't go back in time then you gave them
**[42:15]** the chance to do it huh then you gave them the chance to do it if you would but people are also trumping me and they're all putting me all the you know putting all this up for me yeah but you made it possible and you still make it but I don't really understand why it just continues after month after month look I think he did nothing to you today and I'm okay I would not say it
**[42:55]** because I didn't ask him but I think you're wrong did you even write an email to mixer I mean the answer really fast Naaman can you write just an email to make sure and ask why open [__] question